It went like this..

& so we meet again.

2008-04-21T03:41:00.005+10:00

Hello Blogger, I truly am sorry for the long absence.
But sincerely hope you've been fine. I've just had
so much to do the past few days/weeks/months,
its unbelievable. Right now I just need to focus
and get my life back in place.

Stop wasting money
Stop buying shoes & jeans
Start running
Start sleeping early (before midnight)
Start studying intensively

there's more but for now, that's it.
Hope all you wonderful people have been great.
Till the next post, goodbye for now.

note: blogging feels good.

Recharged

2007-11-11T23:32:00.001+11:00

About 23 months ago, he left home. Not just to study, but also to start over again. Academically and also somewhat in life. Before he left, he went for a great camp. Everything you could look for in a camp --> good friends, nice (enough) accommodation, good worship and of course the Spiritual High one encounters. Fortunately/Strangely, that Spiritual High lived in him for most if not the entire year. In fact, it didn't die down till more than 18 months had passed from that camp.

But you know what they say. People change. Things change. You change. To no surprise, its true. Somehow, he took a wrong turn. Ended up in the wrong path. Going in the wrong direction. What happened? Most would give the standard answer. Church or not serving in Church. However, Christianity is not just a religion. Its not just flaunting your beautiful voice that can hit all the high notes in all the latest songs. Neither is it being able to play various instruments. It is a relationship we as man share with God. That was something he just simply had to understand.

Fortunately, after listening to one of the best sermons ever, he raised his hand during an altar call. Which resulted in him walking to the front of the congregation. Being prayed for and also rededicating his life. That moment is impossible to describe. It is one where you have to encounter for yourself. To experience that fuzzy feeling of His presence. The thing is, its easy to have a Spiritual High and proclaim you'll do everything you can for Him. But how long will that last? We as human beings tire. Be it physically, mentally or spiritually, we have a limit.

This may seem hard to keep up/go on. But He never said being a Christian would be simple and that we wouldn't face obstacles. However, He's omnipresent. He's always beside you. Guiding you, picking you up, spurring you on and no matter what, He loves you. Not just ordinary love. But unconditional love. Which means, even if we fail or stumble, His love still endures. To be close to Him, we have to choose to be. We have to welcome Him into our hearts. Placing Him first before everything. Willing to get out of our comfort zones. Also we have to obey Him. Even if it means we have to do things instantly, or even if there are no benefits, or even if it doesn't make sense, or even when it hurts and also we have to obey Him to completion.

We might say we can't go on, but His grace is sufficient.
(2 Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

All the time.

2007-11-04T03:57:00.000+11:00

Sometimes we feel we aren't good enough.
Sometimes we disappoint others when we fail.
Sometimes we neglect and doubt.
But all the time,
You forgive,
You love,
You comfort and
You never give up on us.
Thank You.

Daylight Savings

2007-10-30T00:38:00.000+11:00

Due to daylight savings, the time difference is now 3 hours. Melbourne is 3 hours ahead of Singapore so if its like 10:30PM onwards in Singapore, please start chasing me off unless I'm studying. Thanks guys.

Exams

2007-10-25T00:40:00.000+10:00

Hello all. Exams are seriously around the corner. All prayers would be deeply appreciated!
2nd Nov- English
7th Nov- General Advanced Maths
7th Nov- Chemistry
8th Nov- Business Management
8th Nov- Physics
9th Nov- Mathematical Methods

For English I have to write 4 essays in 3 hours. 2 are upon 35 marks the other 2 are over 15 marks. General Advanced I have to study for Kinematics/Dynamics, Calculus, Vectors and Complex Numbers. Won't be studying for Chemistry cause I will most definitely be dropping it next year so I don't want to stress myself out even more. Alot to cover for Business Management but its mainly memorizing and understanding various concepts. Physics, alot to cover, alot to memorise, even more to understand but I should do okay, well hopefully. Mathematical Methods = 8 Chapters = Die. So do keep me in your prayers! Hope all of you are doing just fine!

Its totally normal to fail, but you have to pick yourself up and keep going.

Content

2007-10-22T22:41:00.000+10:00

Thank You for everything.

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Elroi.

2007-09-05T00:45:00.000+10:00

Its been 12 years or more. Who's counting? haha time really flies eh bro? I distinctively recall the days where we used to smack, whack, wrestle, quarrel, play the gameboy,
run around in church whilst our parents were having worship prac, folding paper planes and all the other unforgettable stuff. Good times, good times =). Oh look, you're 17 now!
Happy Happy 17 Birthday Elroi Ng Yu Kwong! Sure do miss you dude. Take great care and study hard. Your present will come but remember, patience is a virtue haha. Alright, be good don't do drugs, its not cool. Stay in school! hahaha

Love you Bro.

Busier than a bee.

2007-08-19T00:38:00.000+10:00

School takes up most if not all my time. Homework is given daily and there are at least 2 tests a week or more. Great, another reason to dread school haha. Other than dead tired and mega occupied I'm still alive and kicking heh. Though I'm falling behind I don't seem to be bothered. But I'll start getting serious soon - sooner or later. My main problem is that even though I have so much to do, I'll manage to say I'll do it. Just not now, maybe later. From that, I'm sure you can infer from the 'maybe'. Laziness and exhaustion dominates.

Thankful.

2007-08-12T18:06:00.000+10:00

I thank You for the great family You've blessed me with.
I really thank You for Dad's opportunity to drop
by Melbourne for 3 days.
Though it was short, it was definitely enjoyable.
I also thank You for our
SuperMom that does just about everything.

I simply cannot ask for more =)

Hello! How's you?

2007-08-02T00:11:00.000+10:00

So far, its been really, really hectic. There's just so much work I have to catch up on. Unfortunately, its not easy doing anything without motivation. Even with motivation, there's still the laziness that lingers. Not to mention, the pure exhaustion. I need sleep. Like a whole week's worth. Been getting like 6 hours of sleep every night but it takes a while before I fall asleep. Its as though I've got some slight insomnia. Really annoying when you're dead tired, lying in bed hoping to get a good night's sleep but to no avail it takes a good 30 minutes! But then time and time again, I remind myself that He will provide me rest=).

Anyway, I've gotten back 2 results already. Not too bad. Though I missed out on 2 week's worth of work on vectors and had to catch up all by myself, I didn't get the lowest mark. I got 64% but the lowest was 58%. So that was quite refreshing I guess. And for my English essay, I got 86%!! Was pretty glad, just that there were 2 students that got like 90%+. But I'm thankful for the rather satisfactory results!

Haven't been talking to most if not all of you recently. Its either I'm busy or you are. But fear not, if there's a will there's a way! =). Hope all of you are coping with your school work unlike me; slacking off. And also hope that you guys are not sick and for those that are, DRINK WATER AND SLEEP!! Okay time to go off. Night!

drained.

2007-07-30T23:56:00.000+10:00

Caution: not a happy post.

I love school,
I love the people in school,
I love doing homework,
I love Melbourne,
I love waking up at 6:50AM from Monday to Friday,
I love being tired.
But I hate it when I'm this sarcastic.

(Just needed somewhere to vent the frustration. Alls good.)

School.

2007-07-18T22:19:00.000+10:00

School. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Just a little worse. haha
Man first day of school and I was like 20 minutes late. But then again
my teachers are used to me being late already so I don't think they
care anymore. Okay, I have so much homework I do not know where
to begin. I have homework for pretty much every subject! Like 2 chapters
each for both of my Maths, 2 chapters for Chemistry, 1.5 chapters for Physics,
an assignment for Business (due Monday) and I have to watch Schindler's List for English.
Thankfully, my classmate has the DVD so I can borrow it!
Man, there's so much work to do and I'm just so, so, so exhausted. I'm simply worn out!
What's worse is that I'm so lazy. I have my motivation and goals but my laziness
is consuming me from the inside out! haha. I better get back to bed and fricken get
off the computer man. Deleting MSN would be one solution. But, its time I wake up and
get out of my 'holiday mood'. So I can catch up with all the work that I have!
Time to re-cooperate..

new place, familiar faces.

2007-07-16T22:12:00.000+10:00

Hello all! I moved in with my sis, tee and another church friend, michelle!
Am now living in the city. So far all's good. Just that it takes quite
a while for me to get to school but its not that bad.
I get more of my 'alone-time' and also I get to think about where I'm
heading to in the near future. The way I'm 'living' my life, I really
ain't gonna live very long man. haha I seriously need to get more sleep.
Like 9 hours a day so that I can compensate for lost sleep!
I just need to remind myself that in Him will I find rest =)

P.S:I wanna go home!

Singapore (June/July 2007)

2007-07-16T01:43:00.000+10:00

Okay. I'm now back in Melbourne after
22 wholesome days in Singapore!

I must say I really enjoyed myself when I was in Singapore.
Everyday was prettymuch filled with fun! =)
This time round I spent so much time with the people
from church. Mainly those from my batch:
 Eliza, Ethel, Elroi and Lucy.
I also spent quite a bit of time with others like
Nigel, Belly, Shiyan, Dom and some others.
(Sorry if I've missed you out hee)


However, I hardly met up with my school friends!! But don't worry,
in my next trip we'll have plenty of dates!
haha. Speaking of school friends, it was great
to see Adam and Daniel Wong as they
are studying in Canada and China respectively.
So I don't get to see them much at all.
Especially that asswipe, Adam.
It was real good to see others as well like
Holy, Koh, Gomez, Zhiwei and Eugene!

Okay so in my trip, I expected myself to buy
mountains of stuff. Sadly I really did not manage
to find anything nice.All i got were a pair of Futsol shoes,
skinnies (heh), 2 tees, a belt and
that's it. Oh oh! Also a plain black hoody! I was quite
disappointed buy at least I didn't spend that much! =)

Anyways, I really enjoyed the company of my church friends!
We ALL go crazy when we're together man.
Especially Elroi, Ethel and I.
Just that when we're in our crazy mode,
Eliza smacks us whenever.
And Lucy finds us too immature haha.
Nonetheless I love you all!!

Oh ya, this time we managed to jam quite abit!
Was really fun man!
Singing "I'm yours" and"You and I both" mostly.
Just that there are some notes which are
too high for me so I have to strain my voice.
I've found a solution : castration.
(Doubt the tight underwear will actually work.) Haha


Oooh! I also managed to learn how to play abit of
Jason Mraz's "I'm yours".Kudos to Elroi and Eliza .
And and I learnt the piano bit of
Lemon Tree thanks to Ethel!
You 3 are zee best.
Soon I'll get Lucy to teach me some super cool
drumbeat muahaha! Btw, I think I'll learn
to play guit for real now. Haha.
With Liwei and tee to teach me
I should be able to play a song or two!


What have I missed out? I know! Being able to attend
FMC for 4 Sundays was so awesome!
And having the opportunity to sing
backup for Youth Sunday was quite cool too!
Saw so many familiar faces! From
toddlers all the way to the nice Aunties and Uncles
(parents of the youths mostly).


Hmmm, oh! I ate so so so much whilst being back in Singapore!
The scale says I'm 75kg haha. I only have 4cm to
grow then I'll be Brad Pitt's height and
exactly 6 feet. Lose 3 kilos and I'll be on par with
Brad Pitt's weight hahaha! Woooo lol. Not forgetting,
pretty much half the population in Singapore is anorexic.
Is it like a trend? Seriously everyone's so skinny.
It seems illegal if you have biglegs or arms.
Food is to be eaten. Fish are FOOD not friends! hahaha.
If you think you're fat, please slap yourself.
Yes you, Ethel haha. Oh and Belly, you too.


Okay man, I've said quite alot in this post.
Time for pictures! haha

Dom & I.

Elroi & I.

Eliza & I.

Ethel & I.

Belly & I.

Nigel & I.

Lucy & I.

And yes, I noticed I do not take alot of pictures and I should start
doing so. So that when I look at the pictures,
I can reminisce better haha =) Sorry if I do not have any photos
with you but I'll be sure to take plenty
next time! Love you all!! =) Take care people.

P.S. : I miss you guys already! =(

Singapore June/July 2007

2007-07-15T00:02:00.000+10:00

Okay. I'm now back in Melbourne after 22 wholesome days in Singapore!
I must say I really enjoyed myself when I was in Singapore.Everyday was pretty
much filled with fun! =) This time round I spent so much time with the people
from church.Mainly those from my batch : Eliza, Ethel, Elroi and Lucy.
I also spent quite a bit of time with others like
Nigel, Belly, Shiyan, Dom and some others.
(Sorry if I've missed you out hee)

However, I hardly met up with my school friends!! But don't worry, in my next trip we'll have plenty of dates! haha. Speaking of school friends, it was great
to see Adam and Daniel Wong as they
are studying in Canada and China respectively.
So I don't get to see them much at all.Especially that asswipe, Adam.
It was real good to see others as well like
Holy, Koh, Gomez, Zhiwei and Eugene!

Okay so in my trip, I expected myself to buy mountains of stuff.
Sadly I really did not manage to find anything nice.
All i got were a pair of Futsol shoes,skinnies (heh), 2 tees, a belt and
that's it. Oh oh! Also a plain black hoody! I was quite
disappointed buy at least I didn't spend that much! =)

Anyways, I really enjoyed the company of my church friends! We ALL go
crazy when we're together man. Especially Elroi, Ethel and I.
Eliza just smacks us whenever.
And Lucy finds us too immature haha.
Nonetheless I love you all!!

Oh ya, this time we managed to jam quite abit! Was really fun man!
Singing "I'm yours" and"You and I both" mostly.
Just that there are some notes which are
too high for me so I have to strain my voice.
I've found a solution : castration.
(Doubt the tight underwear will actually work.) Haha

Oooh! I also managed to learn how to play abit of
Jason Mraz's "I'm yours".Kudos to Elroi and Eliza .
And and I learnt the piano bit of Lemon Tree thanks to Ethel!
You 3 are zee best.
Soon I'll get Lucy to teach me some super cool
drumbeat muahaha! Btw, I think I'll learn to play guit
for real now. Haha. With Liwei and tee to teach me
I should be able to play a song or two!

What have I missed out? I know! Being able to attend
FMC for 4 Sundays was so awesome!
And having the opportunity to sing backup for Youth Sunday
was quite cool too! Saw so many familiar faces! From
toddlers all the way to the nice Aunties and Uncles
(parents of the youths mostly).

Hmmm, oh! I ate so so so much whilst being back in Singapore!
The scale says I'm 75kg haha. I only have 4cm to
grow then I'll be Brad Pitt's height and
exactly 6 feet. Lose 3 kilos and I'll be on par with
Brad Pitt's weight hahaha! Woooo lol. Not forgetting,
pretty much half the population in Singapore is anorexic.
Is it like a trend? Seriously everyone's so skinny.
It seems illegal if you have biglegs or arms.
Food is to be eaten. The same way Fish are FOOD not friends! hahaha.
If you think you're fat, please slap yourself.
Yes you, Ethel haha. Oh and Belly, you too.

Okay man, I've said quite alot in this post. Time for pictures! haha

Dom & I.

Elroi & I.

Wheeeee.

2007-06-30T23:56:00.000+10:00

SINGAPORE HAS BEEN MEGA ULTRA SUPER DUPER PHENOMENALLY
EXTRAVAGANTLY OVERWHELMINGLY EXCEPTIONALLY A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!!!
just that its also boiling hot in singapore. global warming is REAL people heh.
okay the past 2 weeks were super fun man. met up with so many familiar faces!=)=).
will explain more in detail soon.
(when i have totally nothing to do that is)

haven't really shopped/bought alot of clothes/stuff but
i sure have spent alot!! okay just wanted to update myself and you guys.
will have more in my next post! take care all! =)

oh shit,
im going back to melbourne.
way tooooo soon.

After 'much' deliberation..

2007-06-14T00:28:00.000+10:00

~~I think~~ its safe to say I will fail English & Chemistry.
Oh bugger. I am actually able to say more than those 2 words.
But for now, I'll keep it short, sweet, simple and straight to the point.
2 more papers to go! Business Management tomorrow
(which is actually in just 9 hours time)
and then Mathematical Methods. Right now, I'm kinda like ahhhhhh,
screw both of them. But Business is supposedly relatively easy so hopefully I don't go too bad with it. As for Methods, I pray that I'll get at least 75%.

Also... I am dead tired. Off to read through my Business notes.

I believe its stress.

2007-06-10T19:33:00.000+10:00

I have no idea why I'm blogging to be totally honest. Exams in 2 day's time and yet I'm here to tell all of you about life, my life in particular. Its been really hectic even though my exams haven't started. But 6 papers in 4 days is no joke man. After the 1st 2 days (Tuesday & Wednesday) I would have already sat for 4 of my dreadful papers.

And for Thursday I have a rather easy paper ; Business Management. Though easy, it does require a whole lot of memory work which isn't exactly my forte. Friday I'll have Mathematical Methods which would cover topics like Linear Equations, Functions, Quadratics, Gallery of Graphs, Range and Domain and not to forget the extremely 'loveable' Probability which is basically utter nonsense.

Oh and if you're wondering what's on Monday, its a public holiday. Queen's Birthday. Long live the Q... *snores* Really, I don't think we all give an owl's hoot about the Queen. Fortunately I still get the day off. So on Tuesday the 12th, the disaster begins. First I'll have Physics followed by like a 2 hour break and then General Advanced Mathematics.

(Yes, I'm taking 2 mathematical subjects. Crazy? Yeah I'd think so too)
Wednesday, I'll have English and Chemistry. For English I realized I have to write 4 essays in 3 hours. Talk about quantity & quality. Chemistry? Oh yay, let's use Avogadro's constant to find out how many molecules there are in object x.

Anyways, x amount of days after my last paper on 15th June, I'll be making my way back to the sunny island. The thought of being reacquainted with all my friends & family is just too satisfactory and blissful. Not to mention the delicious food. Anticipation at maximum. Motivation not too far behind. Problem is I haven't been fully able to concentrate while studying and I can't seem to absorb much.

But I will PERSEVERE. I actually don't have a choice. Especially since I haven't been getting very desirable results. Hopefully I get like 80% for everything. But for English 65-75% would be good enough. For me at least. Expectations haven't been very well entertained on my part. I better get back to ~~boot~~ book camp soon. Take care all =)

P.S: Eating is too good a way to un-stress. Thus I have put on more weight. So don't be alarmed when you see me (haha). And when I get back to Singapore, I'll put on even more!!
Hohoho, Merry Eating to me.

Oh and thanks for all the encouragement =) Really appreciate it!

P.S,P.S: Sorry if this post is too long. But then again,
I didn't force you to read this. Heh heh.

I've stumbled
& occasionally I mumble.
From time to time I fumble.
But my world will never crumble.

my first Century

2007-06-04T07:45:00.000+10:00

hello everybody! this is my 100th post! haha i can't believe i've actually posted 100 times including this one! its quite little compared to everyone else, but i am the person that hardly blogs! anyways, the past week has been pretty good. i didn't actually do any studying... BUTT i did all my homework! or at least almost all of it! and that's quite a major improvement! haha just that i bummed around yesterday. watched a few movies, caught up with some friends and semi arranged my room. i don't even know why i'm blogging now to be honest! i didn't go to church today cause i decided to my own BS and also i really can't stand the church i go to when i'm NOT in the city. and the people just seem to be real good at pulling my trigger if you get what i mean.

and i have ALOT of work to do man. like one practice essay, questions to do for BOTH my maths and gotta study for my 6 subjects! i actually have to study for english! lols.

okay, so i finally talked to E yesterday. we then started to talk about who can date who and what not haha was kinda funny. i just hope that i'll always be super duper close to E1, E2, E3 and L whether i'm married or not or vice versa. then again i'll be so envious of their respective partners. SO, i have decided to marry ALL of them! hahaha i'm not saying i don't treasure my other precious friends. its just that when you've known E1, E2, E3 for 12 years, its simply impossible to be separated from them. and for L, i've known him for pretty damn long time too
(like a decade!!). we'd always say hi to each other before but now we're mega close. ahhhh really miss the 4 of you and of course my other friends too! gotta get back to my books now though. and wow, i'm actually gonna do work on a weekend. never though i'd do that.

ps: i really ♥ the 4 of you!!

and also my other friends!!

Oh no.

2007-05-28T19:28:00.000+10:00

1 boy.
6 papers.
4 days.
Exams in 2 weeks!! Oh boy! haha
Stay tuned to find out what happens! lol

I WILL start studying starting this week!

P.S: Do you find expensive stuff nice, or nice stuff expensive?

Thank You.

2007-05-27T19:08:00.000+10:00

[Friday]great worship at OCF, great company and fellowship with cell,
italian dinner after that, watched a movie with Yen and Mich Tng
(Ella Enchanted, its so stupid but I enjoyed their presence),
[Saturday]played soccer , asam laksa for lunch, Jap dinner with tee,
watched Pirates of The Caribbean, [Sunday]really Powerful message in church,
Thai for lunch with tee and some others from church,
shopped a bit with tee and then arrived back home to a nice quiet house.

Thank You for everything You've ~~given~~ blessed me with!

Holiness & Happiness

2007-05-21T08:10:00.000+10:00

From today's message : Happiness is a fruit of Holiness.

hur hur, Elroi.

2007-05-20T22:48:00.000+10:00

james says:
what can i say
james says:
only the best team wins
Elroi says:
hahah
Elroi says:
thank you
james says:
WINS THE EPL.
Elroi says:
haha
Elroi says:
pfft

hee hee =) In yo face, nigga.

Argh.

2007-05-19T21:53:00.000+10:00

- mountains of homework,
- miles behind,
- 2 tests on Tuesday (Physics & Maths),
- crazy Melbourne weather,
- super ultra low humidity,
- busy,
- tired,
- lazy,
- exams in 3 weeks,
- gonna fail most of them,
- hate school ,
- hate the people in school,
- hate my subject combination,
- really, sincerely dislike the homestay,
- late nights,
- haven't slept well for so, so long,
- really am sick of 'this'.

But, I know He will not put me through
more than what I can bare.

Thank God for family, friends, food, fun.

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient.
2nd Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15

Grrrr

2007-05-15T20:49:00.000+10:00

~~you raise me up~~ you piss me off.

Annoying classmates.

Peculiar.

2007-04-26T23:55:00.000+10:00

Okay, this may seem real weird. But last night I was so cold I couldn't feel my feet or my hands! So I wore socks to bed, with trackies, a t-shirt and a jacket. Those that zip to your neck. Anyway, when I woke up I was only in the t-shirt and boxers la.

Possible Scenarios:
1) I got semi raped.
2) I took my clothes off myself without realizing.
3) My clothes disappeared.
4) I ate my clothes.

What say you? haha

Just Like Heaven

2007-04-25T23:12:00.001+10:00

Hello all!! I didn't have school today cause its Anzac Day. Although I don't really know what Anzac Day is, its something like to commemorate those that died in the war or the veterans. Somewhere along those lines haha.

Anyway, I watched Just Like Heaven again today! Which explains the title haha. The first time I watched it was with Lucy and that was 2 years ago. Man I miss those times where I'll just call Lucy and ask him to go out with me and meet me in an hour's time. Oh boy, good times. Good times. Okay so when I first watched it.. I naturally LOVED it! So romantic and sweet and pretty funny too. haha. But then as I watched it again today, I seriously think I won't get married man.

I mean the 1990's batch is either in JC or in Poly, not mentioning those taking O's this year... But like almost everyone in JC or Poly is attached and things are occurring soooooooo quick!! I still remember 'studying' for PSLE but really I was just playing soccer after school everyday and playing so much Counter-Strike hahahas. But now everyone's like together and so caught up with school its just insane!

Anyways, I'm waiting for my Just Like Heaven moment!! haha! So I'm gonna wait for my 'Reese Witherspoon' who does medicine or something in that area, which is exactly how it is in Just Like Heaven.

However if 'she' doesn't come along... I'll be more than delighted to marry both
Elroi Ng Yu Kwong & Lucius Lee Wei De
*sings I'm Yours by Jason Mraz*
(provided they haven't found their partners yet haha)

P.S: Love ALL of you =)

=)

2007-04-24T00:21:00.000+10:00

I love Michael Bublé's songs man!! haha
1) Home
2) Come Fly With Me
3) Quando Quando Quando featuring Nelly Furtando
4) Save The Last Dance For me

and a few more, but those are like the BEST ones! =)
im outta here!

results!?

2007-04-24T00:00:00.000+10:00

hello people!! i got back quite alot of my results for tests and all that! haha some are not bad la so im quite satisfied with it. but its not good enough to get my lazy bum into Melb Uni sadly.. haha anyway some of you would know i had to do this essay on persuasive techniques and i didnt finish it cause i didnt manage my time well.. as usual hee hee lol. so i only wrote an introduction and 2 of my points. even though i failed. i was only 1 mark away BUT considering the amount i wrote which is like 4/5th a page... thats NOT bad la right? haha then again im not content so i'll work harder! =)
now im just scared about my phys test cause i dont really like or/and understand the whole Light, Lenses and Mirrors crap. actually, seriously, honestly, techincally, sincerely... i HATE it. the only part of physics i like is the movement, acceleration bit. casey and gang would know why! haha
hopefully i get like 65% at least laaa.. oh wells.

tired-ed-ed.

2007-04-21T23:51:00.000+10:00

Now kids, time for some simple maths, on monday night/tuesday morning i only managed to get like 5 hours of sleep. and on tuesday i had like 6.5 hours( i took a 2 hour nap in the afternoon). And on wed night/ thursday morning i was up studying for my phyiscs test on thursday. yet again last minute work haha im so screwed i know. But my point is i only got like 5 hours of sleep that day as well.

So, 5 + 5 + 6.5 = 16.5 hours. since your supposed to get like 8 hours of sleep daily which is 24 hours in 3 days i only managed to get 16.5 hours. so 24 - 16.5 = 8.5 hours. which means i was like a day's worth of sleep behind! and YES, i was dying man ahha.

But im quite caught up with my sleep now so all's good. so school... i still dont really like my school but its not more than what i can bear so its not too bad!!

back to school!

2007-04-18T23:36:00.000+10:00

hello all! so 2nd term of school started for me on tuesday as most/all of you know. i planned to sleep early but i ended up sleeping at 2AM haha. but it took me like near 2 hours to fall asleep so by the time i arrived at dreamland it was like 3+ almost 4! and at 7:35AM my alarm went off i was sooo tired so i decided to snooze for 5 minutes which turned out to be 40 minutes. and yeah, i was late. 20 mins late on the first day of the 2nd term haha not a very good impression but hey who cares? lol

anyways i had this english oral presentation due on wed! and i was only starting it on tuesday at like 9PM haha so i was obviously rushing to finish it. WITH the help of Miss Wendy Yong
(our sec 3 form teacher and history teacher. not to mention one of the most or THEE most caring teacher) Zach and Pearlyne i woulda died la. especially without Miss Yong man! haha and now i owe her this Shangri La buffet lunch which costs $60 haha. okay so i went to bed at like 3.

Update [Version 1.2]

2007-04-15T21:13:00.000+10:00

haha okay la i cant think of a better title for this post so just ignore it. okay so its back to school for me on tuesday the 17th. im actually kinda anticipating school. [keyword : KINDA] cause school should instill some discipline in me la right? and also i think i will like get down and serious with my school work when school reopens. especially since my school is tiny and everyone is soooo superly mega ultra obedient and hardworking so it'll be like competition/motivation/peer pressure to study la i guess. Anyways, i havent finished my work. actually ive barely started.. yes yes i know very bad very bad but i WILL do all my work tmr or at least those due on tuesday.

so during my holidays i arranged my room, went out abit, caught a few movies and did some shopping. did a tiny tiny bit of work too haha. nothing interesting la im a very boring person haha

okay i think you guys REALLY REALLY have to know this stuff:

1) Chew with your fricken mouth CLOSED. Thank you.

2) Education in Australia is not as easy as you think. so dont make me smack you.

3) I MISS SINGAPORE. not so much the place. but the food and people i guess.

4) I am loaded with homework. if possible please nag at me haha

im pretty sure there are others la but thats all for now. and just so you know im staying in Burwood. and im doing homestay. im not staying in the city with tee. but sometimes i stay with tee for the weekends so i go on fridays after school and go back to my suburb on sunday . and when im in the city i go for ocf which is overseas christian fellowship. and i really enjoy my time in ocf!! =)

okay, ive nothing to say la. hope all of you have been coping up with school work for those doing IB or are in JC. and for those starting poly, hope you guys have fun! take care people!! miss you all lots! tty ya'll soon!! =)

ps: HAPPY 17TH CASEY TAN JIN HAN! love ya! =)

c-c-c-cooold

2007-04-06T02:22:00.000+10:00

Oh boy. Its like 12 degrees now and I'm only in trackies haha. Anyway, I'm such a lazy guy man seriously. I told myself I'll get started on my work on Wednesday(yesterday) and Thursday(today). But when I woke up on both days, I got too lazy and just basically bummed around. Watched seasons 1 & 2 of Family Guy actually haha. Not to mention I laughed my brains out and I'm feeling so stupid now lol.

So I think its time I get serious and down to work? Nahhh, maybe next week haha. Shit man I'm lazy as a... lazy person?? R.O.F.L.

And people, if you enjoyed You Got Served and/or Step Up, you MUST watch Stomp The Yard. It has stepping, popping, locking, breaking and hip hop too of course! Pretty good show and with quite alot of my homies! Like Ne-yo, Chris Brown and so on... Just to let you know, Ne-yo is like this super image conscious(vain), metro dude and its pretty funny haha.

PS: these 4 songs are totally Awesome.
Deepside - Lovely
Deepside - What I Need
Sammie - Choose Me
Blays - My Story

and er, I have several others but I'm listening to Lovely, What I Need and Choose Me ALOT now haha. Okay have a great Easter guys! Signin' out. Check it dawgs.
[ROFL, in my "hip-hop frenzy" again]

ONE MORE THING!!

2007-04-03T19:25:00.001+10:00

HAPPY 17TH LUCIUS LEE WEI DE!! LOVE YOU LOTS MY BROTHER/SNEAKERPIMP/(EX) BLADER/SHOPPING PARTNER/FELLOW MANCHESTER UNITED SUPPORTER/AND BASICALLY EVERYTHING ELSE!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!! PLEASE TAKE CARE =)

holidays =)

2007-04-03T17:59:00.000+10:00

hello everyone! i cant be bothered typing properly haha i have alot to say but i dont know what i want to say! haha anyways.. just in case you dont know, im having my holidays now till the 17th of april!! and no im not soooo lucky. its well deserved man. its my first break and ive been having homework like every damn day la! lols.

moving on... i had swimming competition last thurs and i won my 2 events!! maybe i should include swimming as one of my ever changing interests.. --> if you dont already know, i change my interests quite frequently like from rollerblading to dancing and so on.. but soccer music shopping eating and the regular few will always remain. they're like default hahaha

okaaaay.. so school? its been quite consuming. consuming of life time energy and prolly just about everything i have to offer hahaha. but the last week of school i was really slack hee hee. and yessss.. i have alot to catch up on. like one exercise for every subject and i have a major english assignment on like war stuff la and i can choose from like war poetry, propaganda, conscription, lost of lives and so on.. if you guys have any ideas or whatever tell me okay!! i'll surely appreciate it!! =)

anyway im a friends place now!! havent really done much for the past few days. or anything thats interesting la haha but i cleaned up my room ytd!! did quite a good job just that i have alot of clothes and alot that i'll like NEVER wear ever in my life. haha

i think thats enough for now hahaha ive been real annoyed with my crappy connection man! like i get signed out of msn sometimes even when im not doign anything! my internet is soooooooooooooooooooooooo fricken slow and its limited. couldnt piss me off more haha and er i cant download songs much/at all now so dont ask me to send you any nice songs! i'll tell you if i have new songs! hee hee and for my file sharing website... they deleted everything because i didnt sign in for more than 30 days!! will find another one soon! okay i think i should start THINKING of what homework i should start with now haha not that im gonna start doing my homework now but i mean i should at least plan right?? haha. kk till then... LOVE YOU ALL! =)

16th-18th March.

2007-03-18T18:30:00.000+11:00

okay. i have alot i want to say. firstly most of you know that i was sick for a few days in the week. but thanks to Dennis' method of drinking 2 Litres of water i recovered pretty quickly. oh and it was like a fever. and in the midst of me being unwell i had an english sac! (a sac is kinda like a common test or important test) and im so sure i screwed up man haha ive still been getting alot of homework and i have yet to begin haha im gonna fail everything at the rate im going man lol.

anyway on friday after school i like rushed back home and then did all kinds of things la especially arranging my room. i got home at like 345? and i thought i had alot of time before i had to make my way to the city for OCF. but then i went online too and talked to all you lovely people until like 530 haha so i packed all my clothes for the weekend and rushed to the tram stop. and guess what! i got lost again haha but this time i got lost in Burwood not in the city like last week but thankfully i have a pretty good sense of direction and managed to find the train station. i got to OCF at like 730 (it starts at 7. sike.) but it wasnt too bad even though i missed like the entire worship.

anw i felt that the bible study that day was quite good!! so all's good =). soooooo... at OCF i see all these familiar faces like willywei, michelle, tee!, amanda and some other singaporean faces which makes me feel at home!! and after ocf there was supper/dinner. thats about it for fri.

on sat i spent like 2 hours watching popping and crip walk and hip hop dancing videos on youtube. but more of popping which i find totally awesome now!! haha cant really remember what else i did but tee and i went for dinner at this korean place and then walked around the city before heading home. at like 1130 we walked to a friend's place to watch the Man Utd and Bolton game which MAN U DOMINATED! the whole team was playing damn well, especially cristiano ronaldo! haha

and today i went to church and then lunch at a different korean place haha and im now back in my suburb typing this out. oh ya this may seem really random... but...... i enjoy grocery shopping now! like buying breakfast bars, snacks and drinks hahaha and i feel like taking pictures of my room to show you guys how it looks like!! but i dont think i'll get down to it just yet heehee. okay hope everyone had a great holiday even though it was short! have fun in school people! =)

ps: take it from me. do not wave at people that you dont really know. hahaha you'll end up feeling like a complete cuckoo man.

okay im going! take care all. =)

theweekend!!

2007-03-11T15:46:00.000+11:00

is it me or are there alotta march babies? haha i know like at least 20 people born in march man lol. anyway its my long awaited weekend is finally here but its like the end of it now already haha BUT... i dont have school tomorrow!! cause its labour day holiday! so awesome. it'll be like the first day for quite a very long time that i get to sleep in! then again i have to finish reading my english novel which has like 18 chapters but im at chapter 4 hahaha worst part of it is that i have an english SAC on wed about it. i also have to finish my maths homework, finish my chem worksheet sometime in this week, catch up on the physics questions i havent done and theres prolly an assignment i havent completed yet haha anyway i really have no idea what i want to work as next time already. the pilot ambition seems like a dim memory now la. then again i have like 1.5 more years before i have to decide! right now i guess i have to do all my homework and study hard! so guys, please continue to nag at me and tell me to do all my work!! i need to be motivated to study all over again man haha. okay i better get going! have a great 1 week break guys!!

ps: thanks for helping me with my maths Lucius Lee AND Eliza Soh!! haha and im sorry if ive been annoying you by asking so many questions haha!

ps,ps: I MISS ALL YOU GUYS STILL!! =)

Actually...

2007-03-05T17:44:00.000+11:00

Okay, I think I'm fine la. Guess what, I have more homework! YAY. Don't you love to be surrounded in piles of homework? I think its one of the pleasures of life! Don't ya think? Anyway, my mummy called last night and she told me to start looking for a plane ticket back to Singapore! But right now, I don't feel like going back already even though I really want to see my awesome friends! Then again, I'm pretty sure I'll be going back in June cause I think I'll be burying myself if I decide not to. But since its not confirmed yet, keep praying ! =) I'm gonna go for a short run now and then do all my work tonight! And all the best for your posting tomorrow guys!

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2007-03-03T12:46:00.000+11:00

My life is starting to seem like a draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag. i really dread getting out of bed between 730-740am every morning. when i go to school i do so much work in class and i get so much homework. this is just nonsense la. im in melbourne and im doing more work than a singaporean student. no point studying in melbourne already mans. so basically im miserable. all of you will say orh come back in june la. i mean i definitely want to but my hol only starts on the 29th of june which means everyone will be back in school. and im not sure if i can skip school and even if theres nothing important going on in june at school my mom says i shouldnt skip. what could be worse? but the sight of all my lovely church friends will definitely bring a smile to my face no matter what la. so i really must pray that i go back in june. i dont know how much longer i can cope up with this homesickness and stress man. someone mail lucius lee wei de over here please. or elroi ng yu kwong. the only thing im happy about is that im 179 now. and its no biggie. someone send me a nice slow song please. something that soothes or has really nice lyrics. listening to home by michael buble really does not help. anyway i'll just leave you guys with this:

You say: "I'm too tired"

God says: I will give you rest

(Matthew 11:28-30)

Someone rescue me, please.

ps: remember to send me a nice song okay! email it to me or something. and yes, i still love all my friends. =)

seriously.

2007-02-25T16:04:00.000+11:00

hello all. schools been really tiring for me man. for the past week i slept at like 2AM every night doing homework. even though i took 2 hour naps in the afternoon im still dead tired!! its just crazy man. the workload and the heat. fotunately the weather this weekend is pretty nice and cool or else i'll be dead by now man. anyway i'd be lying to myself if i say im doing fine or im happy because i really miss singapore!! thing is i dont know when im going back cause my school holiday is on the 29th of june which means when im back everyone will be in school! then i go back do what sia. maybe i'll work but then i might as well work in aus right? you dig me dawgs? lol oh well hopefully i get to skip school =). okay man guess what.. i have some more work to do and its a fricken sunday know. okay till my next post. take care =)

busy.

2007-02-20T19:23:00.000+11:00

wah piang eh. i have so much work its not funny man. TOO much. i feel like im in singapore!! haha okay i better get back to my work. i miss all of you, love all of you, and will maxlife all of you!! take care and gong xi fai cai.

p.s: the maxlife only applies to guys. =)

happy happy =)

2007-02-17T00:32:00.000+11:00

hello all! how's your week been? mines been pretty good despite the extremely warm weather. although the sch is nice and so are the people i still feel pretty outta place but then again im an outta place person haha i like dont belong anywhere. not melbourne because i miss singapore. not singapore because im only a PR. and not malaysia cause i have like no friends there. anyway.... im pretty happy now cause i just got some new R&B slowjam songs!! my absolute favourite =) okay i'll update again soon!! have a good nights sleep XD

I'd go the extra mile,
Just for you to smile.. =)

hmm

2007-02-10T15:11:00.000+11:00

Recently, I've realized that...
Physically I'm strong.
Emotionally I'm weak --> sensitive.
But basically, I'll whoop your ass.

Haha.

Anyway even though I like my school... Its stressful man!
But I guess its because I didn't go for the orientation last year.
So i missed out on like a whole week's worth of work.
Then again I guess I'm supposed to work my butt off haha.

P.s: my parents went back to Singapore today =(
And I still hate Matrices even though its easy..
There's so much to type into the calculator which makes it a pain.
Oh yeah, if you have any nice songs... Email them to me! Thanks!
Take great care and congratulations to all those that got satisfactory/good results.
For those that didn't do too well, move on and try harder =).

homestay and more about school...

2007-02-08T16:29:00.000+11:00

okay i'll start off with my homestay. im currently doing homestay with this hakka family (yes, theyre malaysians).... the house is about a 15-20mins walk from the school but its like perfectly fine to walk IF ITS COOL. hahaha the man of the house is a pastor for a chinese congregation and the mom used to be a pastor too haha the mom is super nice man always asking me if i want to eat this and that and she like ensures i help myself to any of the food and drinks in the house haha... but the dad is like on a super tight budget. when i wanted to make a call he asked me to write in down in this like phone records book... and that really made him seem c..... okay i shall not say it haha. but i guess i can live with it and afterall i do have a handphone. =) okay school... i actually really like my school man!! everyones so nice and theyre ALL christians haha. theres these 2 guys that make me laugh soooooo hard too! but about the academic stuff..... like i said im pretty lost when it comes to matrices but thats because i missed out on one whole week's work so ive quite alot of catching up to do. for physics i realized that the medical and radiation part is only a tiny little fraction of physics so thats real good cause i was hoping that it would be more like aerodynamics, acceleration, movement and so on... oh ya! i have a math test on monday and i already have like one major (enough) physics assignment but i get like 2 weeks to do it... then agian its on something i find really useless and boring. and senseless too. BUT things are pretty good compared to last year.. like i like my school. i should be attending a church that i like soon enough and im like so much closer to the city even though not that close.... its close enough =)XD
just that my parents are going back this sat so i wont see them till like dec!! unless i come back in june which i really pray that i am haha. okay ima go.... hope everyones doing just fine. AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O LEVEL RESULTS TMR!!

school

2007-02-06T23:04:00.000+11:00

hello all im in like a super frenzy rush mode to type this so pardon me if i make any mistakes hahah. today was my second day of school and its pretty alright. the school is small so i know like pretty much everyone in my year level by name but thats because theres only like 20 year 11's hahaha. the guy i talk to the most would probably be this korean guy called david haha hes pretty cool. okay moving on my subjects er im doing 2 maths and 2 sci. for my SUPPOSEDLY easier maths im doing matrices now and im like lost la cause i dont have a graphics calculator yet haha and for my physics its medical based and its SOOOOO DIFFERENT from what i watned to do la. i thought it would be like on aerodynamics, movment and all that jazz but hopefully all these are blessings in disguise. haha okay im DEAD tired now so i better go to sleep. i will like NEVER be on already hahah no la just very seldom... so if your wondering where have i gone to, No i ahve not migrated to Europe or anything im just lazing around, doing work or just dreaming maybe sleeping. okay take care guys! i'll update as much as possible. LOVE YOU ALL =)

1st post on this template

2007-02-02T23:43:00.000+11:00

hello everyone!! its been decades since my last update haha so sorry but theres nothing much to say so i cant blog regularly and i was hardly home whilst in singapore. okay okay, singapore was awesome man! not the country though. it only rocks cause of my church, church friends, school friends, other friends, boyfriends and girl-friends! and of course the food too!! =) i ate sooooo much that i put on about 4kgs within the 1st 2 weeks but i managed to lose some and then gain somemore haha. anyway its like impossible to breathe in singapore or to just NOT pespire la! super humid but it was worth it. anyhow i also went to Sibu for a couple of days and i tihnk i gained another 2 kgs from that very er unforgettable 4 days and 3 nights! lets move on to shopping... I DIDNT BUY MUCH!! only like one top or smth! haha but i did manage to get the SMEXY ONITSUKA TIGERS i wanted for super long, a backpack for my laptop and some other little stuff that i cant really remember now. oh ya! if you havent realised, i always have a packet of Fisherman's Friend Citrus Twist flavour!! and to my utmost tragical disappointment i have not seen a single shop that sells that specific flavour which probably means one of you will have to mail me my supply haha KIDDING KIDDING. thats all i can think of for now but i already really miss singapore and all the church friends!! and other friends too of course. actually ah i got some more stuff to say but i'll put in point form....

- school starts on Monday
- im gonna do homestay with these really weird guy taht goes to the same sch as me
- oh im attending a new school called St Andrews Christian College haha
- will be living in this suburb called Burwood ( much closer to the city this time haha)
- may not be online much after sunday =(
- i just realised ive got SOOO much stuff as in like shoes clothes and so on

k man i cant think of much to say. anyway talk to all of you as much as possible and as soon as possible. take care of yourselves and those around you! study hard but play harder! =)

How are you?

2007-01-05T01:56:00.000+11:00

hmmm

2006-11-01T18:43:00.000+11:00

alright. stop everything your doing now and just imagine this. your 16 this year and you just went to another country to study. you stay with relatives you dont really like and you go to such a crappy school.the church you attend you dont like as well. also you stay in a place that is absolutely horrendous and is boring. lucky for you, you only have to picture yourself doing this while for me its actually reality lol. ANYWAY. the time now is 3 hours ahead of singapore's time! which means if im online at midnight singapore time... its 3am here so you should probably chase me to bed haha. erm everythings the same. no change. still BAD haha but getting slightly better. 34 more days left. not even 5 weeks! but i have exams coming up. and i have to find a new school and accomodation. oh boy... alright tc all and for all those taking their o's study hard!! it'll be over before you know it.
laters people.

thank you, Lord.

2006-10-10T21:39:00.000+10:00

Alright. So I came home today and uncle alan told me to check the letterbox. And i was like whatever for?!?!? anyway i did so and guess what!! i saw lucy's package!!! hahaa. man i was so delighted i think i almost blew up. i really didnt bother with what i got from lucy just that i was dying to read his note! haha. i guess miracles really do happen. the best part is i thought the mail people already lost it so i kinda forgot about it. and then POOF it became koko crunch haha. anyway, LUCIUS LEE WEI DE, IF YOUR READING THIS NOW... I LOVE YOU! hahaha even if you didnt send me anything i still love you as much. =). thanks for the fantabulous feet dvd.
[F.Y.I its not a dvd about feet. its a rollerblading movie] and thanks for the note also! haha. it was so sweet i think it would have dissolved in the rain! hahaha. well that really made my day i guess =). but then again its because of people like lucy and elroi and eliza and kim and ethel and amos that i really miss singapore. and my wonderful and awesome parents. the great food and the church too! haha. anw i could barely walk on thursday but im alot better now. and i can almsot play soccer again! i just hope i can play on saturday because its one of my sister's close friend's testimonial match. its alright if you dont get what i said. haha. ok. school... erm have alot of assignments and had a test today. it was bullcrap man. even the geek in the class said its bullcrap. so there better be a retest. other than that i have to look for a school PRONTO. and after that accomodation. so its either boarding or homestay. IF you wish to pray for me. my prayer requests are that i will be able to find a good school and hopefully they'll accept my application and that i will also have a place to live.
thanks alot people! and to all those taking their o's STUDY HARD! it'll be over soon! and then you can PARTY!!! my exams are coming in 7 weeks argh! haha. alright. tc people.

ps: ive been here for like a hundred days and im still in 1 piece. well kinda haha. 56 more days! see you all very soon! =)

my saying.

2006-09-21T23:37:00.000+10:00

james- [75] says:
btw
james- [75] says:
i have a nice saying!
james- [75] says:
If you let something or someone stand between you and God. That someone or something is closer to God.
llw says:
haha
llw says:
nice one

okay people. when i die. i want to remembered for that saying. If you let something or someone stand between you and God, that someone or something is closer to God.

ps: pray that i will find a good school that is suitable and also accomodation =)
IM OUTTA HERE. tc .

=(

2006-09-18T23:16:00.000+10:00

i just need to get home. 78 more days. oh boy.

sigh

2006-09-18T23:10:00.000+10:00

"Home" by Michael Buble

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I gotta go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away

In even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

im good. not really.

2006-09-04T23:39:00.000+10:00

hello to all! im proud to announce that my sore throat has disappeared like the crocodile hunter! haha. btw i find him an idiot but whatever R.I.P. anw now all i have is a serious blocked nose but i'll be fine in a couple of days. my legs still hurt though. but hey im a soccer player haha. i have so much work this week la! advanced math assignment is due today but i havent done it and im doign it now and i'll do the rest tomorrow in school. and i have an english assignment due on wed AND a vce general math test on wed as well. and then on fri i have a formal. FYI (its like prom). I DO NOT HAVE A DATE. and its because i dont want one as i really cant be bothered haha. k i wanna sleep now. if homesickness doesnt kill me. it would be lucy getting married to someone else or tired-ness. kk BYE.

ps: i have 2 new good songs! haha
Neyo- Don't Worry Me Now
Avant- Can't Wait
ask me to send it to you if you want. havent uploaded yet. NIGHT PEOPLE =)

update

2006-08-23T23:21:00.000+10:00

current status: dying to survive.
lol. my right shin is bruised and its an internal bruise i think. have a runny nose, a blocked nose and slight cough with a frickin annoying sore throat. just for the record i ate,took,consumed 2 tubes of blackcurrant flavoured soothers in approximately 2 hours, 35 mins, 27 seconds and 0.87 milli seconds. haha kidding. but i finished it in a day. i find it quite addictive somehow. anyway, theres this soccer team/club at my school which i just joined. and i finally get to play as a left mid/winger. im also allowed to play as a left-centre mid. the best thing is i dont get nervous and play like shit in a match anymore!! =)=). alright i dont have much to say. all the best to each and everyone of you that still have your prelims or are waiting for your prelims. you can do it! just think positive! im gone. see you all.

songs you must listen to (especially if you like R&B);
1) Gallery by Mario Vasquez
2) One Wish by Ray j
3) Differences by Ginuwine
4) Lie About Us by Avant
5) My Last Serenade by Joey Moe

ps: how hard can it be to find a nice, pretty, decent girl with strong christian faith? lol. then again i have Lucy already. =)

oh i remember

2006-08-19T01:03:00.000+10:00

oh i remember. guess what thats the title of this post. haha kk in the previous post i mentioned i forgot about some stuff i wanted to blog about. well heres 1! im seriously injured. i got knee'ed in the right shin. and it wasn't gently. it was a full on impact thingy la. i also got kicked right in the ankle and someone knee'ed me in my thigh as well. OW. yes OW. its better now but i think ive got a bruised shin and somehow my toe hurts when i press it down. must have been that guy who stepped on it with his studs! but im still in one piece! no worries. 109 more days i can do this! haha. im also terribly sick now. not that bad la. but i had runny nose and then blocked nose and all the while i had sore throat for the past 2 weeks? and its still going lol. felt abit feverish the other day but im fine now. alright. see yous =)

one more thing: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! =)

not too bad.

2006-08-16T22:02:00.000+10:00

things have really brightened up for me!! haha. i just reformatted my laptop and its so much better now but i dont have microsoft office or mcaffee antivirus and im getting alot of popups. HOWEVER my friend is lending me the microsoft office cd and i have norton antivirus and im currently downloading the pop up blockers =). ALL IS GOOD! if i didnt reformat my laptop, it'll still be screwed now!! so im a much happier person. now i just need to get the subsidy code for my phone and then i can finally use it!! hahaha. anw i had alot to blog about like 2 days ago but i forgot what i wanted to say already. so sorry ah. as i was saying i think my life is starting to get better la. like seriously. my dad finally found the adaptor for my pocket pc. i 'fixed' my laptop. i got a new phone and thats about it. haha. im also becoming known as the massive asian. which makes some of the people in school afraid of me. which is good. ive been getting alot of assignments!!! but i guess i can cope. and i got 100% for my VCE math test! WHEEEEEEE haha. (it was easy) (but still!! its an accomplishment!) alright ive got no more to blog about. so laters my HOMIES haha. =)

weird

2006-07-31T23:29:00.000+10:00

haha ok this is gonna be weird and funny. anyway i slept really late on saturday night/sunday morning. like 3am. and then i really had to take a piss! so i got out of bed at like 430am. and i was super tired and groggy plus my already small enough eyes were barely opened. and then when i was tucking myself into bed again i was shivering. AND THEN i realised i was half naked la (not wearing any top)! haha. usually i wear a t shirt and a long sleeve t shirt and a jumper at home. but that day i wore a turtle neck as well. so i guess it was damn stuffy! haha. so funny anot? or just weird? hahha i find it rather amusing la! and i had no dream. kk other than that my week has been alright. it seems i might be able to do physics still! so i thank God once again. i really need a new bag and a new phone la. my bag is about to die any momeny and my phone can barely receive any reception! good news! my left "shift" key is working again! haha so happy =). now i just gotta do something to the mouse driver. anw i realise what i hate about winter:
1) the toilet seat is freezing cold.
2) my skin dries up real bad and cracks/chaps
3) so hard to wake up in the morning.
4) when you come out of the shower all you do is shiver.
5) my hands and feet are always cold.
6) sometimes its so cold its not funny.
then again i hate hot weather. and i prefer it to be extremely cold and not extremely burning and scorching hahaha. k thats enough. tc guys! love you all! =)

the oc

2006-07-25T21:49:00.000+10:00

shit man. im gonna cry already the oc season 3 last episode was damn sad la. i wont ruin if for oyu guys but its a must watch. and there better be a season 4. anw i got no mood to talk. im really gonna cry haha. kk ive got so many assignments to do and i still need to study for my probability test which is stupid. of all things probability. how the heck will i benefit from that. sometimes school just isnt sensible haha. kk good news! in about 2.5 years. i'll be in RMIT doing Aviation! thats what i really want la. haha im gone. laters people!

ps: anyone know where to get the lyrics for the mighty to save album? i couldnt find.

still thankful

2006-07-23T23:04:00.000+10:00

well i certainly wasnt feeling too good in the past week. for a moment or two, i just couldn't put up with all this. thou shall not elaborate. i really thank God for a friend like Lucy/Lucius. we've got so much in common but we are still quite different. without him church would be super boring la. Lucy if you're reading this, THANKS SO MUCH FOR HEARING ME OUT AND SENDING ME THE MIGHTY TO SAVE ALBUM! (if you havent heard any of the songs from the new hillsong album, you better!! its AWESOME!) (especially take it all, from the inside out and adonai!!) okay moving on.. i have so much work to do. but i just have no motivation and im currently not inspired to do anything. and just to make my head a lil bigger... I GOT 94% FOR MY BUSINESS TEST!! haha!! maybe i'll screw the pilot dream and become a con man or something.. then again i dont think i would. ok thats all i have to say.. so till then! tc and study hard everyone!!

ps: Please remove this laziness and replace it with dilligence and enthusiasm. Thank you Lord.

ARGH

2006-07-16T22:35:00.000+10:00

sick of everything.
sick of school.
sick of putting up with so many people.
sick of the stupid churches i attend.
sick of just everything.
dont bother asking.
im just tired of all this.
i need a day off and a plane ticket to nowhere.

no good food

2006-07-15T21:02:00.000+10:00

after i left sg i just cant seem to enjoy good food. lol.
1) theres no good food to be enjoyed 1st of all.
2) when i came back i had an ulcer.
3) when the ulcer went away, i got a sore throat.
4) just as my throat got more sore, i had a flu.
5) as i get better now, i have a swollened lip cause i bumped into someone while playing soccer.

as you can see, im already so pitiful and now no good food. haha. kk thats all. byebye

updated

2006-07-09T19:57:00.000+10:00

ok lets see. so much has changed. i 'suddenly' HATE my guardians. HATE my cousins. HATE my school. HATE the church i attend. HATE where i am right now. oh. hold on. i always HATED them! so theres nth new. my bad. lol.. anwyay i really hate my school thats the most important. cause im here to study. bad choice though. bad bad bad choice. and then my guardians treat me like shit. seriously. shouldnt they be labelled ass*#&$% i leave it to your creativity to decide what that says. okok. if you guys havent already foudn out i miss singapore already! and its ONLY 149 days. oh man im gonna die young la. ok i dont have much to say now. so byebye.

ps: Dear Lord, please forgive me and remove this hatred-ness away from me even though it may seem impossible. I also pray that you will grant me extra self control, patience and discipline. Keep all my friends safe and bless them with dilligence. Please take extra care of my parents and tee! Amen. =)

plans

2006-07-02T22:57:00.000+10:00

my current thoughts: shit la, school tomorrow.

my goal: be positive. if i was in singapore i would have to study my ass off. get white hair, sweat like a pig. and how bad can the school be? at least theres eye candy haha. not that st andrews doesnt have any HAHAHA. i also get to start over again, be the nerd i always wanted to be. get good grades and make my parents proud of me for once lol. even though i live with such undesirable people, its a good time for me to be independent and mature as well as grow spiritually!! =)

my response: siao ah! you think so easy is it? lol. k good night people. im damn tired already. 155 more days!!

singapore

2006-07-01T00:11:00.000+10:00

MAN! singapore was damn good la. the 2 weeks really flew past. next time i will not suprise you guys cause i wasted 3 days doing that! haha. anw, i did eat quite alot! altogether i tihnk i ate roasted chicken rice twice, the white one twice as well, punggol or however you spell it nasi lemak like 4 times, my moms kway teoy, carrot cake/chai tao kway twice, chee kueh, the bbq'ed fish, YOSHINOYA lol, prata. and some others. cant remember, do you actually expect me to? haha. other than the food. i got to meet up with pretty much everyone. even though i didnt go out with ALOT of people and didnt see ALOT as well. i got to meet up with enough pple to make my smile a mile wide =). church was alright for the 2 weeks i was there. really miss FMC!! compared to the stupid churches i attend now. i also got to watch alot of movies!! like garfield 2 which was damn stupid, superman, shes the man, just my luck and i tihnk thats it. haha. orchard hasnt changed. other than the fact that the PpLEzx dAtzx ToRkzx LikeZX dIShz aRrZ sTarTingZX toO dOmiNatEzx WoRzx. you get my point.
oh ya i also got a million mosquito bites. and i was sweating most of the time when i was there.lol.
im also proud to announce that I DID NOT BUY ANYTHING! ZILCH/NIL/ZERO!! amazing right hahaha. but there was nothing that nice or worth buying also. but still. its an accomplishment! haha. ok im dead tired now so goooooooooooooooooo night to all you people! take care. and until my next post. LOVE YOU LONG TIME!

ps: thank you guys for making my stay in signapore so AWESOME! eg amos,lucy,elroi... actually all the church people. wait actually everyone la haha

and if you guys are free go watch hard gay on youtube! hahaha.

date of arrival

2006-06-19T18:18:00.000+10:00

ok. if you havent already found out. im back in singapore. i landed on the 13th. todl you guys it was the 20th cause i wanted to suprise my church friends. =). it was great la. anw its good to be back. best feeling of the year probably haha! stayed over at amos' place last night and am at lucys now. i really do not want to go back!! alright. will update when i can be bothered.
ps: God, i thank for all the great friends youve provided me with! =)

one more thing: im sorry if im not meeting up with you. i dont have enough time this trip! so i'll see you at the end of the year or smth! see you guys around if i do! byebye

one more thing

2006-05-24T22:43:00.000+10:00

ONE MORE THING. i saw this card with some sexist joke on it.
Q:How many men does it take to open a beer can?
A: None. It should be opened when she hands it to him.

haha. i find it quite funny. k im gone

needs and wants

2006-05-24T22:23:00.000+10:00

ok. its confirmed. my buns of steel will kiss the ground of sg on 20th of june. at dont know what time. gosh i cant wait. so many things to be eaten. so many things to be bought. so many people to be met. so much to be said. so much love to be expressed. hahaha. so much to do when im back. 1st im gonna kiss this female that has spoonfed me all my life and for this guy who i really look up to. my mom and dad respectively. =). i sure hope theyre doing fine! =) anyhow. i really want to buy a new phone,mp4,psp and camera. but i gotta get my needs and wants sorted out. i really need a good camera. and i would like a mp4. but if i get a really good phone. it will have everything. just not a very good camera. but 2mgp is good enough for me. oh well. then agian theres psp which is so cool. been playing initial d on my friend's one in school. ok other than that. my exams are next week. i only have 4 papers and 1 practical exam. how cool is that. no matter what i must do well. 1) so i can change schools. 2) get on the path to being a pilot or engineer. haha. so i will be studying alot! =) ok. i gotta go to sleep now. am so tired and i kinda tore a muscle. okok. byebye! tty guys soon! many many love. =)

good weekend

2006-05-14T21:36:00.000+10:00

i almost killed alan for the 2nd time. he turned off the internet without telling me for the second time. i cant believe im in this crap place attending a crap sch. im really wasting my time. anw. ytd i went to camberwell's jmyf. it was alright. and the message was prolly one of the best so far this year haha.
dont have much to say just that i really need to have an ewj soon. schs been the same. qutie alot of hmwk. and if you read tees blog she got some perfect score for chem right. man. i only got 82% for my marketing/business test hahha. TEE WHY! other than that i still wanna change sch. msot important factor now. and live somewhere nearer to civilisation haha. okok. ive uploaded some more songs and im listening to more rnb now. im finding the inner nigga in me =). so go download when youre free!! see ya. PEACE OUT MA HOMIES! hahaha
http://www.4shared.com/dir/366969/72c96d38/sharing.html

so sick of love songs

2006-05-11T18:46:00.000+10:00

NE-YO LYRICS

So Sick

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

ps: added this song on that web too.
[http://www.4shared.com/dir/366969/72c96d38/sharing.html]

gallery

2006-05-07T22:45:00.000+10:00

"Gallery"

God broke the mould when he made this one I know
Shes breath-taking but so much more
She walks in the room, your lungs close
Making you never wanna breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrists froze
Is he faithful to her, hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me whats the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude
Has a whole wall of them just like you
And girl you just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind girl
Use you mind, dont be just another dime
Because

I cant take
Seeing you with him
Cause I know exactly what you be
In his gallery
Just not fair
And its tearing me apart
Youre just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his moneys hard to ignore
She really doesnt know what to do
Girl its just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After his done dulling your shine
You out the door and his through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me whats the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude
Has a whole wall of them just like you
And girl you just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind girl
Use you mind, dont be just another dime

I cant take
Seeing you with him
Cause I know exactly what you be
In his gallery
Just not fair
And its tearing me apart
Youre just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

Youre a masterpiece, I know that he
Cant appreciate your beauty
Dont let him cheapen you
He dont see you like I do
Beautiful not just for show
Its time that someone let you know...

I cant take
Seeing you with him
Cause I know exactly what you be
In his gallery
Just not fair
And its tearing me apart
Youre just another priceless work of art

I cant take
Seeing you with him
Cause I know exactly what you be
In his gallery
Just not fair
And its tearing me apart
Youre just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

ps: such an awesome song.

new songs

2006-05-06T23:39:00.000+10:00

YELLOW EVERYBODY! =). ive uploaded a few more songs onto that file sharing web of mine. so go and download them if you want! download gallery by the mario guy its a really nice song! ive been pretty much the same. alot more tired. havent been having enough sleep. but not to worry! alrighty then. im off!

ps: the web --> http://www.4shared.com/dir/366969/72c96d38/sharing.html

hello!!!!!

2006-05-02T19:36:00.000+10:00

Bel: thanks belly! Hope youre doing fine!

Eliza: I know! Been studying hard? Tty soon!

Zach: hehe thanks. I would want extra chili too!

Kim: well. I dont think a fund is what I need. Its not enough! Haha.. tc!

Crystal: =). Must catch up with you soon!

Man. If I had a gun i'll shoot myself 1st. lol. 1st of. On sat, I was using the wireless and talking to a few gazillion people and then my very well liked uncle in law turn the frigging router off without even telling me. I was quite pissed at that but nth bad happened. And then on Sunday, this SPECIAL uncle of mine said no one could use the internet on Sunday. And I was wtheck. None of us did anything and he acted like such a frigging bastard. Now I was really starting to get ticked off man. For a moment or 2 I wanted to be a terrorist seriously. Anw. Other than that the churches I go to arent THAT bad. The one I attend on Friday night for youth group/fellowship is not that bad. Even though the people there are either a few years younger or quite abit older. But there are some that are around my age. Like theres this girl born in the same place as me! How cool is that. My age. But yr 11. there are a lot of foochows in that church and a lot of people born in either miri or sibu. (dont ask) and then theres the other church I attend on sun. that one is really crap to me man. The youth there have such bloody big heads. Like seriously. They think theyre super talented good looking and all that jazz lol. And I dont like the chi service. Cant go for eng service cause I would still have to go for the chi one or Sunday sch. Sunday sch is crap. Ages from 3- 16 I think. There are 2 other 16 year olds I think. But still. Its crap. Its SHIT to be honest. Im in such a hellhole practically. Anw. As I was saying the church I go to on Sunday DOESNT HAVE A FRIGGING YOUTH FELLOWSHIP. They do on sat but its more of a youth gathering thingy. On Sunday its service or Sunday sch. How gay is that. Do I look like im 6. im quite massive for an asian already! ARGH! Cant wait to get back to sg! Will probably go back in the 3rd week of june. But its not confirmed. Hopefully it is! About my academic progress. I did crap for my math sac. 70 %. I thought I would get 90+ . and trust me 70 isnt that good so I'll study harder. Been doing quite well in everything. Thats all for now!

Current fav songs:
jenny by the killers

All these things that ive done by the killers

Let it bleed by the used

Take it away by the used

Tyrant by the bravery.

Dreaming by scribe

Race against time by ja rule

Ps: I still love death cab!!! K. if you guys have any songs to let me listen to please email me or smth! And try downloading these 2 songs ( tiny vessels and this charming man by death cab) if you dont have them, cheers.

http://www.4shared.com/dir/366969/72c96d38/sharing.html

(its not a link so copy and paste it you lazybums! haha.)

sigh

2006-04-24T23:59:00.000+10:00

sometimes i wonder what i should do. sometimes i just dont want to do anything. if only i could fly away. having no worries. but i guess i cant.

ive now been away from sg for about 3 months and 6 days. and the last time i saw my parents was about 2 months and 20 days. i really wish i could go back for a couple of minutes and say hi and then return. trying my utmost best to get some chicken rice or smth hahas. but again i guess i cant. dec is never gonna come at this rate. anw take care everyone.

random quote.

2006-04-21T23:36:00.000+10:00

I'm not ASIAN, I'm MALAYSIAN! haha. random quote.

unchanged.

2006-04-16T21:14:00.000+10:00

well. theres no change. i still wanna go back to singapore. i still miss singapore. i still hate this place. andy is still annoying. thomas is still babyish. uncle in law and aunt still cant drive for nuts. still dying. anyway hows everyone of you! im pretty sure youre loaded with work if you have a's or o's. and if youre waiting for poly all the best to you! right now. i really need laksa, chicken rice, nasi lemak , egg prata and yoshi! HAHA. man if only. okay. school's been alright. english is difficult man. and im loaded with homework!! now the weather is starting to get cooler! like 20 or so. cold in the morning . and then like sg weather but less humid in the afternoon. and at night it gets cold again. so its annoying in a way.

alot of you guys wonder what i do right. esp since i cant use the com on weekdays... i rollerblade a bit. watch simpsons. watch the oc i downloaded on my com. erm. some rollerblading clips. do my homework. and thats about it. not to mention think of HOME. and everyone in sg =). right now. i regret coming here. but if i stayed in sg i will probably be failing everything except physics. and i remember paul saying this to me like 2 years ago : the grass is always greener on the other side. until now. i find it damn true. studying in a more relaxing place is obviously more relaxing. but without the comfort of your family and bestest friends. and FOOCHOW METHODIST CHURCH! and food too. in any case. i still thank god for putting me here. although i wish i could go back now.

anyhow. thats about all i want to say. however everytime i listen to some songs i think of people in sg.
the songs:
Home by Michael Buble ->ELROI!
Somewhere out there by Our Lady Peace ->LUCY MY WIFE
She's A Lady by Tom Jones -> ETHEL! haha
Photograph by Nickelback AND Save Tonight by eagle eye cherry -> ELIZA (MY GF) haha
Letters to you by Finch -> AMOS
Voice of truth by Casting Crowns -> RYAN
and a few million more. but those are the songs i listen to most of the time.

ps: if youre a guy and wanna pick up aggressive skating i'd reckon you go for it! hahah. see you all! and happy easter.

things may get better

2006-03-24T17:25:00.000+11:00

hello everyone!! how were your holidays? i knew it didnt feel like a holiday.... so too bad. haha. its now my last week of my 2 week break. before i go back to sch for like 12 weeks of sch... and in june i only have a 2week break or smthng similar. so dont complain... anw 2 weeks means i have less chance of going back if you realise... so just pray that i get my tickets! haha.. other than that so far all i have been doing is.... erm.. trying to complete need for speed most wanted!
for the guys who play: i have a supra,gallardo,rx-7,impreza,cayman s, murcielago (however you spell it), dodge viper, aston martin db9 and a corvette! haha. nice right, i know been playing quite alot... and im now waiting to get enough bounty to challenge the blacklist #2.
okay, other than that ive been playing abit of gunbound too! hahaha.. i always found it fun so i cant help it. put that aside... guess what i finally bought!!! MY ROLLERBLADES!!
(http://baysideblades.com.au/inline_skates_dt/inline_skates/salomon/salomon_brandon_campbell2.htm)
go check it out!! so as you can see my life got better... however both my guardians still drive the same. and both my cousins are still big fat babies. haha. but its not as bad as before...

as for church... i go to my other aunt's church youth group on fri night and then my guardian's church on sunday.. and my aunt jane's (guardian) church has alot of events where you go there and eat dinner. for instance there was one on tues... where it was some welcoming the new pastor dinner. so we ate dinner and had to wait about 3 hours before we were able to go home because uncle alan had some meeting... HOWEVER, i called my mom that day and aunt jane wanted to talk to her. so i told my mom to tell her not to treat me like her son because i HAVE a life and her sons dont really have one.. so i dont need to go for any church events NOW!!! hahaha.. btw, you guys should know im happening right!! haha.. thats about it for now... schs gonna start already! ARGH! i hate sch. for those of you that dont know why... i havent really made a very close group of friends.. just got some good ones.. but im happy with them so its ok.

ps: if you dont see me online when sch starts EMAIL me! =). tty all of you guys again! tc and eatwell and get maxlifed.

yours sincerely,
James

dying

2006-02-20T16:54:00.000+11:00

so im still alive and able to post this... anyway im still gonna die soon but it may take a lil longer haahahas.. its either andy seems to be less annoying or im quite used to it already! hahas.. life here is really boring.. all you do is laze around and grow fat.. i hardly ever go out and theres no where near to go out!! both my guardians run their own business so they are working mon-sat.. which means i only get to go out on sunday after church. BUT they go to a place called boxhill... boxhill is like a mini china,korea and there are alot of other asians like indos and thais and all the mega loudspeaker asians.... besides that, church also sucks.. ive attended 2 chi churches in 2 weeks. wtpangsai.. so boring. i dont understand anything. extremely small. and theres like nth much going on...

my uncle in law came back from a business trip last thurs and guess what. hes so hilarious. hes so funny that for every single joke he cracks, he'll laugh his head off and no one will laugh. so you get my point? he laughs at his own jokes really bad. and i only do it when im insane. he does it every day!! ARGH! lol. hes also a control freak like my aunt. thats why their kids have became what they are today. ESPECIALLY ANDY. i will beat him up very soon already! hahas.. thats about it for now. quite lazy to type and theres nth much to say. just that i cant wait to see tee again and go to the city!!

ps: have you ever been in a car where the driver steps on the accelerator, releases it and then steps on it again? its like going back and forth! (chicken's head)... thats exactly what happens FOR EVERY FRIGGIN CAR RIDE!!! its not just my aunt. its both my aunt and uncle in law. but my aunt is alot worse. k see you guys!

life in aus

2006-02-05T10:40:00.000+11:00

So now, school has started for me. It was alot better than I thought it would be actually. In my mind, I expected it to be like the movies---> you'll have to deal with the group that will make fun of you and you'll probably only have like 2 people talking to you trying to know you better. However, not a single soul criticised me and there were quite alot of friendly people in my school. In my school, I've only seen like 4 asians. The 1st one i met is from Beijing and everyone calls him Mal. Other than him, I don't really know the other Asians. Anyway my school is called Kambrya College. NONE OF YOU WILL KNOW IT. Trust me. Its a government school and its rather new i think. Right now, I'm staying at my aunt's place which is at Berwick. (pronounced as: Berick. the W is silenced) hahas. Its really far away from the CBD ( central business district) which is the city area. If i'm not mistaken, its an hour plus away from Berwick by train. So i don't have a life and I cant really go out. Because the nearest mall is about 20mins away or so by CAR. Which means that I'll be staying at home alot and I won't go shopping. Probably once in 2 months. Hahas. If you think that sucks, the horror continues. Now I'll tell you about my wonderful, happening and FUN cousins. 1st, my cousins are called Andy and Thomas. Andy is a year younger than me and Thomas is 12 this year. Now let me describe how mature they are in as many words as I can: They are babies. Seriously I'm going to die living with them. In the past 3 or more weeks I've been here, they have ONLY fought and cried 3 or 4 times because of the game Maple Story. Told you they are MATURE and ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL. Now, I shall tell you more about them individually. Let's start off with Andy. Andy looks like a mouse 1stly
(not criticising, just stating). He's twice as gay as Elroi ( sorry about this Elroi) and more than thrice as annoying as Elroi ( really sorry Elroi). From what I've seen and heard, I'm sure i can say alot of people find Elroi VERY ANNOYING. Well, at times he is. Compared to Andy, Elroi is mute. (which means Elroi is not irritating at all). Besides, Elroi can be serious. Andy is hopeless. But wait, there's more. Not only does Andy look like a mouse. He also squeals like one when I beat him because I get too annoyed by him. Everytime he squeals, my aunt (his mom) thinks I'm bullying him. WHAT THE MAXLIFE MAN. hahas. Unfortunately it doesn't stop here. Andy really doesn't seem to be interested in girls. (definition of girls: opposite sex of guys). The weird thing is, Andy gets pretty dirty minded sometimes. Let's not go there. hahas. Now, lets talk about Thomas. Thomas is a REAL BABY. He whines and squeals like a 3 year old toddler. No bullcrap. However, Thomas is (unbelieveably) more mature than Andy most of the time. In fact, I prefer talking to Thomas also. I ALWAYS ask him how he has survived with Andy for 12 years and counting. His reply: (I'll rephrase it) I have no idea. Andy is fierce with me and a real ass with everyone else. Oh well. Told you they are WONDERFUL. hahas. Other than ALL OF THAT, there's still more!! From the past weeks I've been living with them, I can assume that Andy and Thomas don't go out with anyone else other than family. Why? BECAUSE THEY STAYED HOME PRACTICALLY EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THEIR HOLIDAY!!!!! WHAT THE PANG SAI MAN. If you're wondering how they survived, I'm still trying to figure that out myself. From what I' ve come to realize, they are both SUPER DEPENDENT ON THEIR PARENTS. In fact, going out with their friends would be the last thing on their minds!! For EVERYTHING THERE IS IN THE WORLD, the both of them would go : " Maa, why this and why that and ask a billion other questions." Its not just for a few minutes or anhything similar, it actually goes on for like the whole day! If you feel that the story and explanation of James' life has motivated or touched you, call 1900-Help-A-Dying-James-Fund now. ( charges are as such : $0.12 per minute. Inclusive of gst. Be among the 1st 200 Gazillion callers and receive a Maxlife Voucher redeemable at all leading departmental stores. Limited time only. Terms and conditions apply) Anyway... I will be going online alot less from now on. I will also not be able to use the computer from Mon- Thurs. Which means I will hardly ever update like what I'm already doing now. Hee hee. Apart from all of these, my parents left this morning and I'm really going to miss them to the ends of Pluto. Currently, I'm attendind a 102% Chinese speaking church. HOW AWESOME. ( sarcasm x10) haha. I don't understand 90% of everything so its really boring for me. Hopefully I'll be able to go to Tee's church ASAP. Before I go, I must also mention that there are very few soccer players in my new school and ALMOST EVERYONE USES THE F-WORD LIKE TOILET PAPER. Fortunately, with self-control and obedience I promised myself and God I wouldn't use such language. (AMEN.) For now, have fun with whatever you're doing. Take care and Bye!

in aus

2006-02-04T01:49:00.000+11:00

HELLO EVERYONE! this is only a quick and mini update.... I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS BACK AT FMC!!! i'll talk more in my next post which would prolly be in a few .... days? hahas. take care! byebye. (might update tml)

soh's birthday

2006-01-09T21:02:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ELIZA and ETHEL!!

have a sweet 16th!!

ps: whats so special or significant about sweet 16?? i dont think it makes a difference.. especially for guys! hahas.

new year resolutions

2006-01-03T04:38:00.000+11:00

hey guys. man. it might be a big late to do this now. but hey! better late than better. anyway.. my past week was great.. although i was at home for half of it i also met some friends for lunch etc etc.
set that aside .. i've finally decided to post some of my many new year resolutions;
1)control my raging tamper
2)as far as possible, do not judge people at all.
3)stop being materialistic--> be contented with what i have
4)have a strong relationship with God ALL YEAR ROUND!
5)be a gentleman in my actions and words (contract with ethel)
6)do my best in everything i do!
7)not to discriminate

and there are qutie a few others also.. but for now, these are the more important ones..
having said that.. i really havent been doing anything productive! like ive been watching chris farmer and jeff stockwell quite a bit on www.youtube.com. man.. one day i will be either jeff stockverywell or james farmer! =) [hopefully] that's about it! see you guys around!

ps: i also did not post this on 2nd jan. hehe

2005

2006-01-01T18:11:00.000+11:00

hey there people! well. another year has gone past just like that. i can even remember the start of 2005. i was busy copying eevanns homework. and i realized hes not taking some subjects that i am. like D&T and history. so i couldnt copy everything! hahas.. anw.. 2005 has been a very impactful year of my life. 1st of all.. i didnt get into the tennis team this year.. but i dont deserve to. considering the fact that i always pon trng i dont really care now. =). apart from that.. i was separated from alot of my classmates in 2004. that was quite sad. but eventually i got used to it soon after sch reopened and made alot of new friends! i also got new teachers! the coolest thing about entering 2005 was that... I COULD FINALLY WEAR LONG PANTS. its such a joy for guys to reach sec3 man! however.. it only took most of us to realize long pants are really dreadful after the 1st week... they're so stiff the 1st few times you wear it and it splits super easily.. quite restrictive when palying soccer also.. and it gets spoilt easily. esp when you fall..

ANYWAY.. sec3 was also a year that really helped me think about my life and my faith in God. in the 1st few weeks of school.. quite a number of my friends were in gangs.. and a handful of them started smoking.. thankfully.. ive never liked the smell of smoke and i always hated smokers.. so i didnt join them in any of their activities. thats 1 thing i really must thank God for. i also tried to persuade some of my friends to stop.. however i wasnt very successful..

other than sch.. ive picked up a few important lessons form 2005. ive learnt that you should always be contented with what you have. and to always appreciate your family members.. you never know when they'll leave this earth.. AND ive also realized that my friends have really helped me alot in my 15 years of life.. without my friends this place would really be torturing for me. i really thank God for planning my life so wonderfully.

so.. thats about all that i wanna say about 2005.. there are alot more important things that need to be said. but for now. i'll leave you with this. no matter what is happening or has happened, God has already planned it. everything happens for a reason. if youre ever feeling depressed sad or lonely. talk to God. he will always listen to you and guide you. & with that, i hope 2005 rocked for you! =)

ps: i didnt post this on dec31. sorry guys hahas.

day out with lucy

2005-12-21T02:57:00.000+11:00

HELLO everybody! today was my date with lucy! hahaas.. we kinda accomplished what we wanted to do actually.. which was getting presents.. im almost done with the whole present buying thing. but im left with LUCY himself and my dad.. any ideas? anw.. today. i met him at taka and we went to kinokuniya. and spent 1 whole hour or more there.. and we spent like 108+... but we sure had a good time looking at stupid book titles.. and we found quite alot of good buys.. but most of the books cost between 25-35. so if you go there.. prepare to splurge!! =). after kino.. we walked around and i got my mom a handbag from IORA. whatever that is.. hahas. im super broke now.. i have 80+ for 2 expensive gifts. and i need about 20 for tmls seoul garden dinner.. hopefully i have enough. okay. thats all for today. see you guys!

ps: thanks for sharing some presents with me lucy! i really enjoyed your company! =)

time to update?

2005-12-19T16:19:00.000+11:00

hello people! i slept for 12hours today! feels super good man!! was super tired from ytd. woke up like 6:50. then had to be in church. sang twice for the 8 and 945 service. and had sec 3 graduation which wasnt anything significant.. then we had to pack the stuff in the sanctuary.. did some crappy stuff too.. and then went for lunch at united square.. spent about 40+ on cards and about 8 or 9 presents.. after that.. it was christines bday party.. so i went home at like 10+++.. which means that i spent 14 hours out ytd.. anw.. at the party.. i drank jack daniels.. [40% alcohol] but i kinda mixed it with sprite. so it tasted nice! nth much has been happening actually.. so i'll update soon =)

ps: I'M SORRY IF YOU DONT GET ANYTHING FOR CHRISTMAS FROM ME. =)

SU CAMP!

2005-12-08T15:27:00.000+11:00

HELLO PEOPLE! just came back from the SU youth camp 2005! it was an awesome camp! although i expected more... but it still went perfectly fine! made alot of friends. let me name a few. hmmm.. caleb chan caleb lim prisci samuel chan (prisci's bro) nigel chua pearlyn shi wei charles rachel chua kim mark foo ah loong timothy daniel audrey eunice ... and a whole lot more. sorry if i missed you out or whatever. =). anw.. i must say that the camp was fun due to the people who attended it.. theyre more open and friendly.. almost all of them will make the 1st move and say hi or smthng.. and it doesnt happen very often for me.. cause usually im the big mouth! =). other than the people... the food was not too bad.. and the best meal was prolly the nasi lemak haahs. okay. now lets talk about the camp facilities! the toilets were... er. YUCK. hahas. the personal toilet was not too bad. but maybe its just that im a real fussy guy. hahahs. the beds werent as sandy as last time.. but last time ( which was about 4 years back ) it was really bad. it wasnt air conditioned also.. and now. its quite different!. and there are still qutie a few COCK PEAS walking around hahas. but most importantly.. ive nv felt GOD the way i did in this camp!! it was an overwhelming feeling thats hard to forget! [AMEN!] =). anw... the camp really drained me out completely and i didnt sleep at all for the last night.. and even after 14hrs++ of sleep.. im still super tired. hopefully i can catch on some more sleep before the.. FMC YOUTH CAMP! hahas.. till then. lets wait for next years SU camp! see you all again!

PS: im having post camp blues already!

its been a while

2005-11-15T19:24:00.000+11:00

okay.. its been really long since i last updated. oh well.. ive ONLY wasted an entire week sick. with dengue.. it started on a saturday. when i woke up with fever.. temp was 38.5 then it went up down up down up down alot of times.. quite frustrating.. and after 2 blood tests i found out i had dengue. rashes started appearing and stuff. and by the 3rd blood test.. i seemed to be on the road to recovery.. right now im almost back to my normal self. maybe i am already =). just that im still physically weak. anw. in the past week i found out God has blessed me with a really great dad. lemme ask you guys.. did your dad buy back yoshinoya or carls jr for you when you were sick? i doubt it. he had to sacrifice so much for me. eg. skipped a meeting and even rushed back from work. took a half day if im not wrong. isnt that superb? well it is to me hahas.. besides having a superb dad.. i have a wonder-woman- mom. and im also blessed with a very loving sister. GOD isnt just good. hes awesome.

anw.. i didnt go to church for 1 whole week.. felt like i was really missing out on something.. it just doesnt feel right not going to church.. just feels wrong. hahas. really missed all the church people! (too many to name and you should know im a real bum)

okay.. back to life.. i didnt take the supplementary paper.. which is good and bad in a way.. so im gonna put that in the past! =). went out today! yeah. amazing. spent quite a lum sum of money. hahas. but i deserve it. i think. hahas.. met amos and then walked around funan waiting for the rest who were ONLY 45 mins late. thanks alot guys. thats what a sick guy needs. ahhas. played WE9 while waiting.. only played 1 match against the com. FT score was 1-0 in my favour! NOT suprising. hahas kidding.. the controller was super disgusting. so oily and sticky. hahas. okay thats all that has happened recently. =)

ps: thanks for all your prayers, get-well-soon msges and calls. really appreciate it =)

samuel.

2005-10-08T13:13:00.000+10:00

Lesson learnt this week:
how to dry your socks.
this is samuel heng trying to dry his sock which got wet from playing soccer. it is quite an effective method but will however stink the whole toilet up.

exams.

2005-10-08T13:01:00.000+10:00

so im left with only 3 more papers. geog hist and dnt. ive got 3 chapters for geog, 5 for hist and 17 for dnt. so i have to do quite alot of studying still.. dont think i'll be going for crosslink tml..
anw.. i screwed alot of papers.. like my eng summary wrote about the wrong stuff.. forgot some points for ss.. didnt study everything for phys.. and i didnt study for chem. hahas. abit only.. so if i get like 45% and above i'll be damn happy. hahas. and i am definitely gonna fail emaths too.

prolly the last post

2005-09-12T16:21:00.000+10:00

so.. the hols have came and gone in the blink of an eye.. now thats a really really short break. hahas. anyway.. i didnt do much during this 1 week break. i shall explain everything. Monday: went out with amos and lucy to play pool and eat lunch. then we met bel and moses.. we were all damn lousy/off form that day. esp amos. hit the 8 ball in twice. super suay. and cost me and him to lose to bel and moses.. moses is quite good!! actually very good.. haahs.. after pool we watched longest yard.. i quite like it.. funny and theres a lil bit of a twist.. and i found a nice song 'Have You Ever Seen The Rain' by Creedence Clearwater Revival. its a 70s song and my parents told me about it (will explain later). Tuesday: woke up kinda late did some studying and went for soccer trials.. keith koh still mad at me.. hahas.. didnt play too well.. but hopefully get into the team. even if i cant play left winger i dont mind being a leftback.. and i must say wingbacks are prolly the most tiring positions. gotta keep the opposition offside and gotta run up to support the wingers sometimes. ahahs.. after trials.. went with Holy, Eugene and Onglai to watch herbie.. ate before that.. at yoshi again. ( i love yoshi) herbie is a dumb show. but to me lindsay lohan is quite hot and quite pretty.. cant compare with my girlfriend, Jessica Alba. hahahahahahs.. ive got big dreams. went home at like 8 plus 9? yeah.. then used the com. Wednesday and Thursday i stayed home and studied abit.. did some reading for a few subs. but didnt really absorb much. then on thursday was supposed to have tuition.. but these 3 guys came to my house to repair the aircons.. cause my dad said it was leaking.. they fixed all 3 aircons and were at my house from 10am plus to 7 pm plus.. had to cancel my tuition because of that.. and at like 9 plus to 11 (somewhere there) tee and i talked online.. everything seems pretty fun for her now.. shes made some aussie friends and it seems like shes enjoying everything there.. and i guess she loves the weather since its winter hahahas.. Friday: did somemore reading of some subjects but wasnt very effective.. then went out to meet elroi, lucy, amos and ryan.. then we went to PS. (we always go to ps as tis convinient). played pool and i sucked again.. everytime theres a diff shot i'll hit it in and i'll miss simple shots.. im lousy at pool basically.. oh well.. IF TYCO COUNTS I'LL BE THE POOL MASTER. hahas. after pool me and lucy went for CG OUTING.. at wheelock place fish & co. its quite nice.. Bel, wenkai, evangeline, eliza and lijun turned up other than me and lucy..then a few of us went to play pool AGAIN.. we really have no lives. hahas.. then got back home late.. 11+ i think.. Saturday: ate 2 sausage mcmuffins for breakfast and had tuition.. after that went for SSS rehearsal which wasnt that good.. we only had 3 practices.. and the backup singers were only there for 2 sessions.. so there was quite a bit of confusion.. then went for Crosslinks CG discussion.. nothing special. and on that day i forgot to bring my wallet out as my dad gave me a lift to church.. so i took the 3 bucks which amos owed me and i went home.. taking my time, strolling home.. thinking about life scares me.. i started thinking of my career path.. and wondered what i can qualify for. its SCARY. then at night.. my parents and i went to bishan to watch Longest Yard again. ahhaahs i really quite like it.. thats when dad told me about the song. went home and downloaded it. (ya im a pirate). hahas.. Sunday: woke up super early mans.. then went to church.. it was better than i expected.. although not so synchronized.. esp since we didnt know when to start singing. however.. lucy and ethel did a great job leading.. gotta give them some credit. *APPLAUSE. ahahs. after church went for lunch at yoshi again. and theyre gonna start renovation on monday which is tml. then walked around ps and i had a good shit at ps.. it was my 1st time shitting there for the record. hahas.. next time i shit gotta do it at cine or smth. must leave some TOKENS OF APPRECIATION. hahas..

PS: i bought an esprit tee, earphones, new shinguards and soccer socks. thats all. didnt really do much shopping.. only used my own money to buy the esprit tee.. ahahs
AND thank you guys for reading this long post. hope i didnt bore you.

broke.

2005-09-07T19:17:00.000+10:00

hey.. its now 2 in the morning.. am super tired hahas.. anw.. watched 3 movies so far.. watcehd red eye last thurs.. longest yard 2 days ago and herbie ytd .. hahas.. all quite nice.. and lindsay lohan is hot!! =).. cant beat jessica alba though! ahhas.. anwyay.. had soccer trials ytd.. hopefully i get into the team.. nothing much has been happening.. bought an esprit tee for just 20!! =).. and tee has her own clique now!! ahahs.. thats about all.. and i managed to convince gerald to join the backup singers for SSS hahahas.. and on sunday FMC beat World Revival Prayer Fellowship.. score 7-3.. lucy scored hatrick and i provided him with 3 nice crosses but only put away 2 hahahas.. he played well considering the fact he has nv played lone striker.. mans.. i definitely cant play left winger for school now.. most probably left back or not in the team at all.. oh wells.. gotta study hard right now!!

ps: im damn broke now!

28/8/05

2005-08-29T15:13:00.000+10:00

well.. things are really much better now!! =).. tees made some new friends at her sch!! and from what ive read.. shes gone shopping already!! crap. ahhas.. anw.. i went ytd also!! i bought this holland training jersey white in colour.. the total90 one.. feels so thin and naked.. ahhas.. anw.. theres so much stuff i need.. i need dumbells!! ahahs.. 4kg/5kg/6kg will do just fine!! hopefully 5! =) quite ex lar.. $50 for 5 kg ones. then i also need the nike weights with velcro straps.. use that for jogging.. and i want the training gloves lucy has.. he says its GOAT SKIN!! hahas.. but so ex. hahas. also want the nike push up bars.. provides a better workout. then i want wrists/ankle weights!! i also need earphones badly!! and more clothes!! and a trucker! =)

thats her!! *points up*

anw.. i cant wait for the term break.. even though its only 1 week.. ive had so many THOUSAND tests already.. cant cope mans.. and ive failed so many i think!! die.. progress report.. hahas.. lets not talk about studies.. such an undesirable topic!! ahhas.. oh i also want an ipod mini and a laptop! =). and me and ryan are eyeing that nice freshbox polo tee that costs 25.90 at bugis!! so nice!! hahahas.. kk thats all folks!!

p.s: I STILL MISS TEE!!!

tees gone

2005-08-26T16:30:00.000+10:00

and suddenly.. i think about what has happened for the past 15 years. its like it all happened yesterday.i rmb the days where tee and i would do everything together. swim. watch tv. eat. and other stuff.. and we loved to cycle and blade back then.. and the past few years.. i kidna taught her how to play soccer and we've been talking cock on quite a few nights.. and she was anaresic/anarexic for like a year.. everyday i would feel so guilty when my father shouts at her and i just hide in my room.. anw. now things are all sorted out.. shes studying in melbourne now. and shes coming back in a hundred++ days. i think of her everyday. and i worry for her.. what if she gets kidnapped. or what if she meets an accident.. but i know all these problems will be handled by god. right now.. i cant even talk to her.. i can hardly ever use the com and thats the only way i can talk to her.. i just pray that god will keep her safe and healthy.. now i really regret quarreling with her all those few thousand million times.. as i realize how wonderful a sister i have.. always giving in to me.. being so kind and loving.. even though sometimes things just dont go our way she'll always be my sister..

i was really lonely during those 11 days when i was home all alone with my useless maid and my ever so quiet grandfather.. thinking of my family really makes me acknowledge that family is really important as they are the ones that are always supporting you. even though sometimes it doesnt seem like it.. i just wanna thank god for everything he has done and everything hes doing and for everything that hes gonna do..

ps: MISS YOU TEE!!

its been a while.

2005-08-11T06:04:00.000+10:00

hey people!! hahas. its been a while since i last posted.. havent had time or stuff to blog about. so gotta accumulate!! =) last monday.. was so tired. that when i woke up it was dinner time and all i ate was a pear and an apple! ahhas healthy healthy jamesy wamesy =). anw.. last week. i found out that i didnt fail my ss test!! haahs.. the cher counted wrongly. so i actually passed.. nothing much happened until saturday.. the national day carnival at tekka was quite fun!! hahas.. and our stall was prolly one of the busiest.. people just kept on coming.. and to be honest.. we prepared everything so last minute.. still gotta thank ryan, joel, lucy, ethel and steph for all their help! hahas.. after that carnival was damn shagged.. legs aching.. back ached.. and er yea.. i got blacker.. hahas.. anw.. after church on sunday went with a few people to eat lunch.. and then ryan lucy amos elroi and me played pool!! hahas. it was my 1st or 2nd time beating ryan SKILLFULLY =). hahs..

monday.. school ended at 10 smth.. and we played soccer the whole time.. ahahs.. after that went to paly pool.. but meridien and park mall were both so frigging crowded.. and it was 10.80 an hour cause it was the eve of a public holiday.. in the end we played for 2 hours and it was 30+ so ex lar..then had dinner with teeruth holy and keith chang.. talked alot of cock lar.. like hot stars eg jessica alba etc etc.. ahahahs then went home around 9++.. and ytd... i met kieth chang at 3 and met holy 3++.. we went to look for holys shoes.. but didnt find anything. so went to walk around at fareast... no nice tees so suay... but i didnt really have much cash on me.. and im broke now.. watched stealth with keith chang.. and then walked around a bit.. and then met my sis.. and she was 45 mins late.. anw.. we watch choc factory.. at 1215.. and sylvester sim was in the same cinema as us at lido. ahhas.. the movie ended around 2 plus.. so we took a cab home.. so in all i spent about 11 hours in town ytd.. hahas..

well..

2005-07-27T16:24:00.000+10:00

school = shit = im dying. hahas. its super tiring lar.. ive had 4 tests so far.. and i have maths common test tml (which im prepared to fail) on thurs i haev eng common test and geog map reading test.. mans.. so many!! they just keep coming!!anw.. got back 4 of my results phys : 24/30 hahas. chem barely passed ( i didnt study. so not bad) =) got 7/12 for hist.. quite satisfied as i only read 2 pages before the test and ss which i failed by half a mark!! mans.. but i didnt study.. mans.. this is my wake up call!! hahaha..

anw.. theres this new guy in my class!! from new zealand!! cool right?? he got recommended to SAS for his 'rugby skills'.. im not saying hes lousy. im quoting from him!! hahas.. his super quiet though..

ps: go check out air trainer 1 shima!! hahahas.. super nice shoe made of suede somemore http://i16.photobucket.com/albums/b44/priart/Shima.jpg

tired

2005-07-24T16:11:00.000+10:00

hey people!! went to city harvest ytd with wee howe... service 1.. well.. it was packed (as usual).. hahas.. it was qutie fun actually.. but they speak in tongues.. which i find ... weird and scary.. its like chantin.. hahas.. anw..im still aching from ytds trng.. must always always remember to stretch. =).. but i played quite well ytd.. just that i cant volley well.. its okay only.. anw.. woke up 10+++ today. then i had nasi lemak for brunch!! =). and used the comp after that.. was talking to quite a few people.. and then i decided to lie down.. before i knew it.. i was asleep!! hahas.. and i woke up at 4:20.. so i rushed for crosslink.. (its at 4 btw).. and i reached at about 4:55.. hahas.. after crosslink.. went to buy dinner and came home.. so todays not very happening.. supposed to paly pool with keith chang and some others.. but in the end i didnt. obvly.. im tired but i dont feel like sleeping.. weird or strange ahahs.. too many people to talk to online!! so fun!! hahas.. church tml. not looking forward actually.. but oh wells.. LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.. i get to slap/kick/punch elroi. ahahahhas.. kk.. see you pple!!

tired!!

2005-07-22T16:05:00.000+10:00

so here it is.. the long awaited post by so many of you.. hahahas.. kidding.. anyway.. havent done anything special actually.. went to watch fantastic last fri with rongqiang smauel dennis and eevann.. was quite okay to me lar.. jessica alba is damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn hot!!!!! =).. ahahs.. chris evans also!! his body is WOAH! =).. hahaas.. anwyay.. went for crosslink on sat.. but before that i had such a frigging bad haircut.. she cut the sides so short.. sloped the back like siao... wthell mans.. was super pissed.. anw.. crosslink was okay lar.. then had the thanksgiving bbq... lucys friend, jeremy yaks non stop about his 'nice' body .. but he looks toooo big/fat.. ahhas.. and he drinks those protein shakes taht taste worse that the stuff that come out from your... ( )( ).. hahahas..on sunday.. me lucy ryan amos and ewen went for lunch and we played pool!!! hahahas.. lucy and me are equally good.. just that hes abit better. hahahas. then me paul and lucy went SHOE SHOPPING.. super disappointed.. didnt have the shoe i want.. and the sizes were so so limited. in the end i got pumas!! ahahs.. speedcat or maxcat.. cant rmb.. dont care.. was only 99.. which is quite cheap for SUEDE shoes.. ahhas.. its super nice to touch.. but my feet are too broad for it.. so its quite tight.. er.. got back our physics test results.. got 24/30!! hahas. considering the fact that i was in melbourne for 4 days.. and then taking the test the next day.. i did qutie well.. plus i hardly even studied.. ahahhas.. also had chem test.. but havent gotten back our results.. same for ss... i passed history!!! 7/12! wheeeee!! last min revision works man... or i was just lucky.. i only wrote down the points. didint explain.. so i didnt score well.. had trng ytd.. (wed 20/7).. sprinted so so so much.. muscles still aching.. until now.. i havent gotten back my form.. my strokes are still qutie lousy.. wonder what my serve is like.. am tryna improve on vollies. ahhahas.. anyway.. gotta re-run 2.4 tml.. sian.. i want to lar actually.. my timing was 11.46.. so slow lar.. tml must be below 11 or else..... hahahahas.. kk.. take care people!! may the mcspicy double be with you!!

ps: me samuel dennis and adam now love playing the coin soccer game!! ahahahs

back from melbourne

2005-07-12T11:37:00.000+10:00

hello everyone!! boy.. did i have fun during the melbourne trip.. not only did i missed 2 days of school.. i got to see quite alot of people!!.. so wed.. i had trng. and i lost to junius 6-3 (1 set).. getting worse at tennis.. im NOT BAD when rallying.. but LIKE CRAP during the match play itself.. anw.. left earlier to go home.. and left the house with my family at 6:15+ i think.. the flight was 7+ or at 7.. cant really rmb.. and we reached melbourne at 1am .. which is 3am melbourne time... and we waited and waited for uncle alan to pick us up.. ate at hungry jacks.. and you guys wont believe how much the laksa cost.. THINK... hahas. its $12.50 aussie.. obviously we didnt eat that.. hahas.. after eating we walked around the airport abit.. and then we slept.. was so so so so exhausted then.. and then before i knew it.. uncle alan came.. we saw alot of china students at the airport too.. ahhas.. so when we reached our relatives' house.. i saw my cousins!! whom i havent seen for a while.. thomas ding and andy ding.. suprisingly.. andy is still quite annoying.. and a lil feminine.. hahas while thomas is so cute now!! hahas short and chubby!! and he has long hair..

on the 2nd or 3rd day.. we met up with the TNGS.. hahas.. michelle still looks good.. (COMPLIMENT THANK YOU).. ahahs.. and we went... SHOPPING.. with shangjun, willywei, dong(Willywei's friend), tng , my sis and i.. hahas.. all i can tell you is.. i bought 1 quik tee.. 2 polo tees.. dark brown pants and some quik visor.. the quik stuff arent THAT cheap actually (and so i realized) only a few dollars cheaper for MOST of the things.. had a great time.. and i spent 90 aussie dollars..

and on sat.. the YONGS met up with my mom's cousins.. ahhas.. theyre really nice people.. and aunty yingying reminds me of ai ling yiyi.. hahas. DONT MIND THE SPELLING.. hahas.
as i was saying.. theyre really nice people.. hahas. aunty yingyings house is so so so BEAUTIFUL ahhas.. the design is WOOOOAH! and theres a pool table somemore.. theres also a neverending supply of food and drinks.. hehe.. on sunday. i met with my mom's other cousin.. called andy.. hes a really cool guy in his 20s.. hahas. drives a BLACK MODIFIED SKYLINE R34 i think. hahas.. its so so so so so coooool.. hhahas.. saw xinwei (willywei's sis) at the chi church together with his parents.. hahas.. hope i go to melbourne soon!! hahas..

ps: so sad. no one tagged (that rhymes) hahas.. only a few tags.. oh well.. i love the weather at aust!! so nice.. and im still flooded with homework.. catch up with you guys soon!! =) =) =)

tues.

2005-07-06T15:21:00.000+10:00

oh well.. schl was quite okay today.. jsut that desmond soh kept us back for recess for like 15 mins!! my chem teacher's husband passed away.. so may gods grace be upon her. after schl.. me adam samuel dennis and fairoz played soccer agaisnt janarthan stephen nitesh elvinder and simran.. we were 4-0 UP.. then we started to slack off. and final score 10-9 down.. i scored about 4.. so happy! hahas.. considering the fact that we were only 1 goal behind an all indian team (im not racist).. we played quite damn well!! hahas.. and it was my 1st time playing street soccer for like 2 months!! hahas.. after the match i was drenched in sweat.. and was super tired'ed.. so went home shortly.. and had a good time talking to all my friends online... and now im halfway doing folio part 2 only... supposed to hand up 2 and 3 tml.. oh well.. anw.. trng tml.. and im flying off to melb at 7pm tml and will be back on sunday 8pm++.. for some 1st landing.. the aust visa thingy...but do continue tagging people!!

ps: i just realized im ranked 86 in sg for u16 tennis.. ahhahas tyco.. =).. but there are ALOT of people ranked 86th too.. hahas.. and i thank you god for friends like lucy.[ only 34 more days.]

lucius and tee.

2005-07-05T15:50:00.000+10:00

went out with the sohs samn chan ryan and lucius today.. had qutie abit of fun even though we didnt watch a movie.. the more i talk to lucy.. the more it feels like i have a twin.. thank god for a friend like lucius.. together we can be jacius!! hahas.. anw.. we took some photos today.. with the hat and some real cool glasses which were kinda overpriced.. found a new way to get home from orchard.. but i need to take 2 busses.. oh well... i didnt buy anything today!! such good control!! hahas.. cant wait to get the grey air trainers for school.. its only 99 somemore. =).. i also wanna get some high cut shoes or smth real nice =)

today i also realized that to get SUPER DEFINIED ABS i cant eat as much anymore!! =(
hahas.. time to eat healthily and go to the gym more often..

anyway.. i still cant believe tee's flying to america in 35 days.. its too soon.. and to think about all the days that we swam, watched tv, ate and played together im really really really gonna miss her.. shes the best sister in the world to me.. and thinking about the days we've quarreled i feel like a fool.. besides ive known her all my life and without my sister life will definitely be different..

encounter fire

2005-07-04T02:18:00.000+10:00

hey guys!! encounter fire was spectecular!! oh wells.. hope all you guys had fun.. anyway.. got nth much to say.. carwash today.. raised 2.2k +++ super good!!! =).. and federer beat roddick!! oh wells.. i think its about time i shut down my blog.. been super tired recently and i have alot of hmwk.. see you people sooner or later =)