tees gone

and suddenly.. i think about what has happened for the past 15 years. its like it all happened yesterday.i rmb the days where tee and i would do everything together. swim. watch tv. eat. and other stuff.. and we loved to cycle and blade back then.. and the past few years.. i kidna taught her how to play soccer and we've been talking cock on quite a few nights.. and she was anaresic/anarexic for like a year.. everyday i would feel so guilty when my father shouts at her and i just hide in my room.. anw. now things are all sorted out.. shes studying in melbourne now. and shes coming back in a hundred++ days. i think of her everyday. and i worry for her.. what if she gets kidnapped. or what if she meets an accident.. but i know all these problems will be handled by god. right now.. i cant even talk to her.. i can hardly ever use the com and thats the only way i can talk to her.. i just pray that god will keep her safe and healthy.. now i really regret quarreling with her all those few thousand million times.. as i realize how wonderful a sister i have.. always giving in to me.. being so kind and loving.. even though sometimes things just dont go our way she'll always be my sister..

i was really lonely during those 11 days when i was home all alone with my useless maid and my ever so quiet grandfather.. thinking of my family really makes me acknowledge that family is really important as they are the ones that are always supporting you. even though sometimes it doesnt seem like it.. i just wanna thank god for everything he has done and everything hes doing and for everything that hes gonna do..

ps: MISS YOU TEE!!