28/8/05

well.. things are really much better now!! =).. tees made some new friends at her sch!! and from what ive read.. shes gone shopping already!! crap. ahhas.. anw.. i went ytd also!! i bought this holland training jersey white in colour.. the total90 one.. feels so thin and naked.. ahhas.. anw.. theres so much stuff i need.. i need dumbells!! ahahs.. 4kg/5kg/6kg will do just fine!! hopefully 5! =) quite ex lar.. $50 for 5 kg ones. then i also need the nike weights with velcro straps.. use that for jogging.. and i want the training gloves lucy has.. he says its GOAT SKIN!! hahas.. but so ex. hahas. also want the nike push up bars.. provides a better workout. then i want wrists/ankle weights!! i also need earphones badly!! and more clothes!! and a trucker! =)

thats her!! *points up*

anw.. i cant wait for the term break.. even though its only 1 week.. ive had so many THOUSAND tests already.. cant cope mans.. and ive failed so many i think!! die.. progress report.. hahas.. lets not talk about studies.. such an undesirable topic!! ahhas.. oh i also want an ipod mini and a laptop! =). and me and ryan are eyeing that nice freshbox polo tee that costs 25.90 at bugis!! so nice!! hahahas.. kk thats all folks!!

p.s: I STILL MISS TEE!!!

tees gone

and suddenly.. i think about what has happened for the past 15 years. its like it all happened yesterday.i rmb the days where tee and i would do everything together. swim. watch tv. eat. and other stuff.. and we loved to cycle and blade back then.. and the past few years.. i kidna taught her how to play soccer and we've been talking cock on quite a few nights.. and she was anaresic/anarexic for like a year.. everyday i would feel so guilty when my father shouts at her and i just hide in my room.. anw. now things are all sorted out.. shes studying in melbourne now. and shes coming back in a hundred++ days. i think of her everyday. and i worry for her.. what if she gets kidnapped. or what if she meets an accident.. but i know all these problems will be handled by god. right now.. i cant even talk to her.. i can hardly ever use the com and thats the only way i can talk to her.. i just pray that god will keep her safe and healthy.. now i really regret quarreling with her all those few thousand million times.. as i realize how wonderful a sister i have.. always giving in to me.. being so kind and loving.. even though sometimes things just dont go our way she'll always be my sister..

i was really lonely during those 11 days when i was home all alone with my useless maid and my ever so quiet grandfather.. thinking of my family really makes me acknowledge that family is really important as they are the ones that are always supporting you. even though sometimes it doesnt seem like it.. i just wanna thank god for everything he has done and everything hes doing and for everything that hes gonna do..

ps: MISS YOU TEE!!

its been a while.

hey people!! hahas. its been a while since i last posted.. havent had time or stuff to blog about. so gotta accumulate!! =) last monday.. was so tired. that when i woke up it was dinner time and all i ate was a pear and an apple! ahhas healthy healthy jamesy wamesy =). anw.. last week. i found out that i didnt fail my ss test!! haahs.. the cher counted wrongly. so i actually passed.. nothing much happened until saturday.. the national day carnival at tekka was quite fun!! hahas.. and our stall was prolly one of the busiest.. people just kept on coming.. and to be honest.. we prepared everything so last minute.. still gotta thank ryan, joel, lucy, ethel and steph for all their help! hahas.. after that carnival was damn shagged.. legs aching.. back ached.. and er yea.. i got blacker.. hahas.. anw.. after church on sunday went with a few people to eat lunch.. and then ryan lucy amos elroi and me played pool!! hahas. it was my 1st or 2nd time beating ryan SKILLFULLY =). hahs..

monday.. school ended at 10 smth.. and we played soccer the whole time.. ahahs.. after that went to paly pool.. but meridien and park mall were both so frigging crowded.. and it was 10.80 an hour cause it was the eve of a public holiday.. in the end we played for 2 hours and it was 30+ so ex lar..then had dinner with teeruth holy and keith chang.. talked alot of cock lar.. like hot stars eg jessica alba etc etc.. ahahahs then went home around 9++.. and ytd... i met kieth chang at 3 and met holy 3++.. we went to look for holys shoes.. but didnt find anything. so went to walk around at fareast... no nice tees so suay... but i didnt really have much cash on me.. and im broke now.. watched stealth with keith chang.. and then walked around a bit.. and then met my sis.. and she was 45 mins late.. anw.. we watch choc factory.. at 1215.. and sylvester sim was in the same cinema as us at lido. ahhas.. the movie ended around 2 plus.. so we took a cab home.. so in all i spent about 11 hours in town ytd.. hahas..