Recharged

About 23 months ago, he left home. Not just to study, but also to start over again. Academically and also somewhat in life. Before he left, he went for a great camp. Everything you could look for in a camp --> good friends, nice (enough) accommodation, good worship and of course the Spiritual High one encounters. Fortunately/Strangely, that Spiritual High lived in him for most if not the entire year. In fact, it didn't die down till more than 18 months had passed from that camp.

But you know what they say. People change. Things change. You change. To no surprise, its true. Somehow, he took a wrong turn. Ended up in the wrong path. Going in the wrong direction. What happened? Most would give the standard answer. Church or not serving in Church. However, Christianity is not just a religion. Its not just flaunting your beautiful voice that can hit all the high notes in all the latest songs. Neither is it being able to play various instruments. It is a relationship we as man share with God. That was something he just simply had to understand.

Fortunately, after listening to one of the best sermons ever, he raised his hand during an altar call. Which resulted in him walking to the front of the congregation. Being prayed for and also rededicating his life. That moment is impossible to describe. It is one where you have to encounter for yourself. To experience that fuzzy feeling of His presence. The thing is, its easy to have a Spiritual High and proclaim you'll do everything you can for Him. But how long will that last? We as human beings tire. Be it physically, mentally or spiritually, we have a limit.

This may seem hard to keep up/go on. But He never said being a Christian would be simple and that we wouldn't face obstacles. However, He's omnipresent. He's always beside you. Guiding you, picking you up, spurring you on and no matter what, He loves you. Not just ordinary love. But unconditional love. Which means, even if we fail or stumble, His love still endures. To be close to Him, we have to choose to be. We have to welcome Him into our hearts. Placing Him first before everything. Willing to get out of our comfort zones. Also we have to obey Him. Even if it means we have to do things instantly, or even if there are no benefits, or even if it doesn't make sense, or even when it hurts and also we have to obey Him to completion.

We might say we can't go on, but His grace is sufficient.
(2 Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

All the time.

Sometimes we feel we aren't good enough.
Sometimes we disappoint others when we fail.
Sometimes we neglect and doubt.
But all the time,
You forgive,
You love,
You comfort and
You never give up on us.
Thank You.

Daylight Savings

Due to daylight savings, the time difference is now 3 hours. Melbourne is 3 hours ahead of Singapore so if its like 10:30PM onwards in Singapore, please start chasing me off unless I'm studying. Thanks guys.

Exams

Hello all. Exams are seriously around the corner. All prayers would be deeply appreciated!
2nd Nov- English
7th Nov- General Advanced Maths
7th Nov- Chemistry
8th Nov- Business Management
8th Nov- Physics
9th Nov- Mathematical Methods

For English I have to write 4 essays in 3 hours. 2 are upon 35 marks the other 2 are over 15 marks. General Advanced I have to study for Kinematics/Dynamics, Calculus, Vectors and Complex Numbers. Won't be studying for Chemistry cause I will most definitely be dropping it next year so I don't want to stress myself out even more. Alot to cover for Business Management but its mainly memorizing and understanding various concepts. Physics, alot to cover, alot to memorise, even more to understand but I should do okay, well hopefully. Mathematical Methods = 8 Chapters = Die. So do keep me in your prayers! Hope all of you are doing just fine!

Its totally normal to fail, but you have to pick yourself up and keep going.

Content

Thank You for everything.

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Elroi.

Its been 12 years or more. Who's counting? haha time really flies eh bro? I distinctively recall the days where we used to smack, whack, wrestle, quarrel, play the gameboy,
run around in church whilst our parents were having worship prac, folding paper planes and all the other unforgettable stuff. Good times, good times =). Oh look, you're 17 now!
Happy Happy 17 Birthday Elroi Ng Yu Kwong! Sure do miss you dude. Take great care and study hard. Your present will come but remember, patience is a virtue haha. Alright, be good don't do drugs, its not cool. Stay in school! hahaha

Love you Bro.

Busier than a bee.

School takes up most if not all my time. Homework is given daily and there are at least 2 tests a week or more. Great, another reason to dread school haha. Other than dead tired and mega occupied I'm still alive and kicking heh. Though I'm falling behind I don't seem to be bothered. But I'll start getting serious soon - sooner or later. My main problem is that even though I have so much to do, I'll manage to say I'll do it. Just not now, maybe later. From that, I'm sure you can infer from the 'maybe'. Laziness and exhaustion dominates.

Thankful.

I thank You for the great family You've blessed me with.
I really thank You for Dad's opportunity to drop
by Melbourne for 3 days.
Though it was short, it was definitely enjoyable.
I also thank You for our
SuperMom that does just about everything.

I simply cannot ask for more =)

Hello! How's you?

So far, its been really, really hectic. There's just so much work I have to catch up on. Unfortunately, its not easy doing anything without motivation. Even with motivation, there's still the laziness that lingers. Not to mention, the pure exhaustion. I need sleep. Like a whole week's worth. Been getting like 6 hours of sleep every night but it takes a while before I fall asleep. Its as though I've got some slight insomnia. Really annoying when you're dead tired, lying in bed hoping to get a good night's sleep but to no avail it takes a good 30 minutes! But then time and time again, I remind myself that He will provide me rest=).

Anyway, I've gotten back 2 results already. Not too bad. Though I missed out on 2 week's worth of work on vectors and had to catch up all by myself, I didn't get the lowest mark. I got 64% but the lowest was 58%. So that was quite refreshing I guess. And for my English essay, I got 86%!! Was pretty glad, just that there were 2 students that got like 90%+. But I'm thankful for the rather satisfactory results!

Haven't been talking to most if not all of you recently. Its either I'm busy or you are. But fear not, if there's a will there's a way! =). Hope all of you are coping with your school work unlike me; slacking off. And also hope that you guys are not sick and for those that are, DRINK WATER AND SLEEP!! Okay time to go off. Night!

drained.

Caution: not a happy post.


I love school,
I love the people in school,
I love doing homework,
I love Melbourne,
I love waking up at 6:50AM from Monday to Friday,
I love being tired.
But I hate it when I'm this sarcastic.




(Just needed somewhere to vent the frustration. Alls good.)

School.

School. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Just a little worse. haha
Man first day of school and I was like 20 minutes late. But then again
my teachers are used to me being late already so I don't think they
care anymore. Okay, I have so much homework I do not know where
to begin. I have homework for pretty much every subject! Like 2 chapters
each for both of my Maths, 2 chapters for Chemistry, 1.5 chapters for Physics,
an assignment for Business (due Monday) and I have to watch Schindler's List for English.
Thankfully, my classmate has the DVD so I can borrow it!
Man, there's so much work to do and I'm just so, so, so exhausted. I'm simply worn out!
What's worse is that I'm so lazy. I have my motivation and goals but my laziness
is consuming me from the inside out! haha. I better get back to bed and fricken get
off the computer man. Deleting MSN would be one solution. But, its time I wake up and
get out of my 'holiday mood'. So I can catch up with all the work that I have!
Time to re-cooperate..

new place, familiar faces.

Hello all! I moved in with my sis, tee and another church friend, michelle!
Am now living in the city. So far all's good. Just that it takes quite
a while for me to get to school but its not that bad.
I get more of my 'alone-time' and also I get to think about where I'm
heading to in the near future. The way I'm 'living' my life, I really
ain't gonna live very long man. haha I seriously need to get more sleep.
Like 9 hours a day so that I can compensate for lost sleep!
I just need to remind myself that in Him will I find rest =)


P.S:I wanna go home!

Singapore (June/July 2007)

Okay. I'm now back in Melbourne after
22 wholesome days in Singapore!

I must say I really enjoyed myself when I was in Singapore.
Everyday was prettymuch filled with fun! =)
This time round I spent so much time with the people
from church. Mainly those from my batch:
Eliza, Ethel, Elroi and Lucy.
I also spent quite a bit of time with others like
Nigel, Belly, Shiyan, Dom and some others.
(Sorry if I've missed you out hee)


However, I hardly met up with my school friends!! But don't worry,
in my next trip we'll have plenty of dates!
haha. Speaking of school friends, it was great
to see Adam and Daniel Wong as they
are studying in Canada and China respectively.
So I don't get to see them much at all.
Especially that asswipe, Adam.
It was real good to see others as well like
Holy, Koh, Gomez, Zhiwei and Eugene!

Okay so in my trip, I expected myself to buy
mountains of stuff. Sadly I really did not manage
to find anything nice.All i got were a pair of Futsol shoes,
skinnies (heh), 2 tees, a belt and
that's it. Oh oh! Also a plain black hoody! I was quite
disappointed buy at least I didn't spend that much! =)

Anyways, I really enjoyed the company of my church friends!
We ALL go crazy when we're together man.
Especially Elroi, Ethel and I.
Just that when we're in our crazy mode,
Eliza smacks us whenever.
And Lucy finds us too immature haha.
Nonetheless I love you all!!

Oh ya, this time we managed to jam quite abit!
Was really fun man!
Singing "I'm yours" and"You and I both" mostly.
Just that there are some notes which are
too high for me so I have to strain my voice.
I've found a solution : castration.
(Doubt the tight underwear will actually work.) Haha


Oooh! I also managed to learn how to play abit of
Jason Mraz's "I'm yours".Kudos to Elroi and Eliza .
And and I learnt the piano bit of
Lemon Tree thanks to Ethel!
You 3 are zee best.
Soon I'll get Lucy to teach me some super cool
drumbeat muahaha! Btw, I think I'll learn
to play guit for real now. Haha.
With Liwei and tee to teach me
I should be able to play a song or two!


What have I missed out? I know! Being able to attend
FMC for 4 Sundays was so awesome!
And having the opportunity to sing
backup for Youth Sunday was quite cool too!
Saw so many familiar faces! From
toddlers all the way to the nice Aunties and Uncles
(parents of the youths mostly).


Hmmm, oh! I ate so so so much whilst being back in Singapore!
The scale says I'm 75kg haha. I only have 4cm to
grow then I'll be Brad Pitt's height and
exactly 6 feet. Lose 3 kilos and I'll be on par with
Brad Pitt's weight hahaha! Woooo lol. Not forgetting,
pretty much half the population in Singapore is anorexic.
Is it like a trend? Seriously everyone's so skinny.
It seems illegal if you have biglegs or arms.
Food is to be eaten. Fish are FOOD not friends! hahaha.
If you think you're fat, please slap yourself.
Yes you, Ethel haha. Oh and Belly, you too.


Okay man, I've said quite alot in this post.
Time for pictures! haha

Dom & I.

Elroi & I.

Eliza & I.


Ethel & I.


Belly & I.


Nigel & I.


Lucy & I.

And yes, I noticed I do not take alot of pictures and I should start
doing so. So that when I look at the pictures,
I can reminisce better haha =) Sorry if I do not have any photos
with you but I'll be sure to take plenty
next time! Love you all!! =) Take care people.


P.S. : I miss you guys already! =(

Singapore June/July 2007

Okay. I'm now back in Melbourne after 22 wholesome days in Singapore!
I must say I really enjoyed myself when I was in Singapore.Everyday was pretty
much filled with fun! =) This time round I spent so much time with the people
from church.Mainly those from my batch : Eliza, Ethel, Elroi and Lucy.
I also spent quite a bit of time with others like
Nigel, Belly, Shiyan, Dom and some others.
(Sorry if I've missed you out hee)


However, I hardly met up with my school friends!! But don't worry, in my next trip we'll have plenty of dates! haha. Speaking of school friends, it was great
to see Adam and Daniel Wong as they
are studying in Canada and China respectively.
So I don't get to see them much at all.Especially that asswipe, Adam.
It was real good to see others as well like
Holy, Koh, Gomez, Zhiwei and Eugene!

Okay so in my trip, I expected myself to buy mountains of stuff.
Sadly I really did not manage to find anything nice.
All i got were a pair of Futsol shoes,skinnies (heh), 2 tees, a belt and
that's it. Oh oh! Also a plain black hoody! I was quite
disappointed buy at least I didn't spend that much! =)

Anyways, I really enjoyed the company of my church friends! We ALL go
crazy when we're together man. Especially Elroi, Ethel and I.
Eliza just smacks us whenever.
And Lucy finds us too immature haha.
Nonetheless I love you all!!

Oh ya, this time we managed to jam quite abit! Was really fun man!
Singing "I'm yours" and"You and I both" mostly.
Just that there are some notes which are
too high for me so I have to strain my voice.
I've found a solution : castration.
(Doubt the tight underwear will actually work.) Haha


Oooh! I also managed to learn how to play abit of
Jason Mraz's "I'm yours".Kudos to Elroi and Eliza .
And and I learnt the piano bit of Lemon Tree thanks to Ethel!
You 3 are zee best.
Soon I'll get Lucy to teach me some super cool
drumbeat muahaha! Btw, I think I'll learn to play guit
for real now. Haha. With Liwei and tee to teach me
I should be able to play a song or two!


What have I missed out? I know! Being able to attend
FMC for 4 Sundays was so awesome!
And having the opportunity to sing backup for Youth Sunday
was quite cool too! Saw so many familiar faces! From
toddlers all the way to the nice Aunties and Uncles
(parents of the youths mostly).


Hmmm, oh! I ate so so so much whilst being back in Singapore!
The scale says I'm 75kg haha. I only have 4cm to
grow then I'll be Brad Pitt's height and
exactly 6 feet. Lose 3 kilos and I'll be on par with
Brad Pitt's weight hahaha! Woooo lol. Not forgetting,
pretty much half the population in Singapore is anorexic.
Is it like a trend? Seriously everyone's so skinny.
It seems illegal if you have biglegs or arms.
Food is to be eaten. The same way Fish are FOOD not friends! hahaha.
If you think you're fat, please slap yourself.
Yes you, Ethel haha. Oh and Belly, you too.


Okay man, I've said quite alot in this post. Time for pictures! haha

Dom & I.

Elroi & I.

Eliza & I.


Ethel & I.


Belly & I.


Nigel & I.


Lucy & I.

And yes, I noticed I do not take alot of pictures and I should start
doing so. So that when I look at the pictures,
I can reminisce better haha =) Sorry if I do not have any photos
with you but I'll be sure to take plenty
next time! Love you all!! =) Take care people.


P.S. : I miss you guys already! =(

Wheeeee.

SINGAPORE HAS BEEN MEGA ULTRA SUPER DUPER PHENOMENALLY
EXTRAVAGANTLY OVERWHELMINGLY EXCEPTIONALLY A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!!!
just that its also boiling hot in singapore. global warming is REAL people heh.
okay the past 2 weeks were super fun man. met up with so many familiar faces!=)=).
will explain more in detail soon.
(when i have totally nothing to do that is)

haven't really shopped/bought alot of clothes/stuff but
i sure have spent alot!! okay just wanted to update myself and you guys.
will have more in my next post! take care all! =)


oh shit,
im going back to melbourne.
way tooooo soon.

After 'much' deliberation..

I think its safe to say I will fail English & Chemistry.
Oh bugger. I am actually able to say more than those 2 words.
But for now, I'll keep it short, sweet, simple and straight to the point.
2 more papers to go! Business Management tomorrow
(which is actually in just 9 hours time)
and then Mathematical Methods. Right now, I'm kinda like ahhhhhh,
screw both of them. But Business is supposedly relatively easy so hopefully I don't go too bad with it. As for Methods, I pray that I'll get at least 75%.

Also... I am dead tired. Off to read through my Business notes.

I believe its stress.

I have no idea why I'm blogging to be totally honest. Exams in 2 day's time and yet I'm here to tell all of you about life, my life in particular. Its been really hectic even though my exams haven't started. But 6 papers in 4 days is no joke man. After the 1st 2 days (Tuesday & Wednesday) I would have already sat for 4 of my dreadful papers.

And for Thursday I have a rather easy paper ; Business Management. Though easy, it does require a whole lot of memory work which isn't exactly my forte. Friday I'll have Mathematical Methods which would cover topics like Linear Equations, Functions, Quadratics, Gallery of Graphs, Range and Domain and not to forget the extremely 'loveable' Probability which is basically utter nonsense.

Oh and if you're wondering what's on Monday, its a public holiday. Queen's Birthday. Long live the Q... *snores* Really, I don't think we all give an owl's hoot about the Queen. Fortunately I still get the day off. So on Tuesday the 12th, the disaster begins. First I'll have Physics followed by like a 2 hour break and then General Advanced Mathematics.

(Yes, I'm taking 2 mathematical subjects. Crazy? Yeah I'd think so too)
Wednesday, I'll have English and Chemistry. For English I realized I have to write 4 essays in 3 hours. Talk about quantity & quality. Chemistry? Oh yay, let's use Avogadro's constant to find out how many molecules there are in object x.

Anyways, x amount of days after my last paper on 15th June, I'll be making my way back to the sunny island. The thought of being reacquainted with all my friends & family is just too satisfactory and blissful. Not to mention the delicious food. Anticipation at maximum. Motivation not too far behind. Problem is I haven't been fully able to concentrate while studying and I can't seem to absorb much.

But I will PERSEVERE. I actually don't have a choice. Especially since I haven't been getting very desirable results. Hopefully I get like 80% for everything. But for English 65-75% would be good enough. For me at least. Expectations haven't been very well entertained on my part. I better get back to boot book camp soon. Take care all =)

P.S: Eating is too good a way to un-stress. Thus I have put on more weight. So don't be alarmed when you see me (haha). And when I get back to Singapore, I'll put on even more!!
Hohoho, Merry Eating to me.

Oh and thanks for all the encouragement =) Really appreciate it!

P.S,P.S: Sorry if this post is too long. But then again,
I didn't force you to read this. Heh heh.

I've stumbled
& occasionally I mumble.
From time to time I fumble.
But my world will never crumble.

my first Century

hello everybody! this is my 100th post! haha i can't believe i've actually posted 100 times including this one! its quite little compared to everyone else, but i am the person that hardly blogs! anyways, the past week has been pretty good. i didn't actually do any studying... BUTT i did all my homework! or at least almost all of it! and that's quite a major improvement! haha just that i bummed around yesterday. watched a few movies, caught up with some friends and semi arranged my room. i don't even know why i'm blogging now to be honest! i didn't go to church today cause i decided to my own BS and also i really can't stand the church i go to when i'm NOT in the city. and the people just seem to be real good at pulling my trigger if you get what i mean.

and i have ALOT of work to do man. like one practice essay, questions to do for BOTH my maths and gotta study for my 6 subjects! i actually have to study for english! lols.


okay, so i finally talked to E yesterday. we then started to talk about who can date who and what not haha was kinda funny. i just hope that i'll always be super duper close to E1, E2, E3 and L whether i'm married or not or vice versa. then again i'll be so envious of their respective partners. SO, i have decided to marry ALL of them! hahaha i'm not saying i don't treasure my other precious friends. its just that when you've known E1, E2, E3 for 12 years, its simply impossible to be separated from them. and for L, i've known him for pretty damn long time too
(like a decade!!). we'd always say hi to each other before but now we're mega close. ahhhh really miss the 4 of you and of course my other friends too! gotta get back to my books now though. and wow, i'm actually gonna do work on a weekend. never though i'd do that.


ps: i really ♥ the 4 of you!!

and also my other friends!!

Oh no.

1 boy.
6 papers.
4 days.
Exams in 2 weeks!! Oh boy! haha
Stay tuned to find out what happens! lol



I WILL start studying starting this week!


P.S: Do you find expensive stuff nice, or nice stuff expensive?

Thank You.

[Friday]great worship at OCF, great company and fellowship with cell,
italian dinner after that, watched a movie with Yen and Mich Tng
(Ella Enchanted, its so stupid but I enjoyed their presence),
[Saturday]played soccer , asam laksa for lunch, Jap dinner with tee,
watched Pirates of The Caribbean, [Sunday]really Powerful message in church,
Thai for lunch with tee and some others from church,
shopped a bit with tee and then arrived back home to a nice quiet house.

Thank You for everything You've given blessed me with!

Holiness & Happiness

From today's message : Happiness is a fruit of Holiness.

hur hur, Elroi.

james says:
what can i say
james says:
only the best team wins
Elroi says:
hahah
Elroi says:
thank you
james says:
WINS THE EPL.
Elroi says:
haha
Elroi says:
pfft

hee hee =) In yo face, nigga.

Argh.

- mountains of homework,
- miles behind,
- 2 tests on Tuesday (Physics & Maths),
- crazy Melbourne weather,
- super ultra low humidity,
- busy,
- tired,
- lazy,
- exams in 3 weeks,
- gonna fail most of them,
- hate school ,
- hate the people in school,
- hate my subject combination,
- really, sincerely dislike the homestay,
- late nights,
- haven't slept well for so, so long,
- really am sick of 'this'.

But, I know He will not put me through
more than what I can bare.

Thank God for family, friends, food, fun.



You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient.
2nd Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15

Grrrr

you raise me up you piss me off.

Annoying classmates.

Peculiar.

Okay, this may seem real weird. But last night I was so cold I couldn't feel my feet or my hands! So I wore socks to bed, with trackies, a t-shirt and a jacket. Those that zip to your neck. Anyway, when I woke up I was only in the t-shirt and boxers la.

Possible Scenarios:
1) I got semi raped.
2) I took my clothes off myself without realizing.
3) My clothes disappeared.
4) I ate my clothes.

What say you? haha

Just Like Heaven

Hello all!! I didn't have school today cause its Anzac Day. Although I don't really know what Anzac Day is, its something like to commemorate those that died in the war or the veterans. Somewhere along those lines haha.

Anyway, I watched Just Like Heaven again today! Which explains the title haha. The first time I watched it was with Lucy and that was 2 years ago. Man I miss those times where I'll just call Lucy and ask him to go out with me and meet me in an hour's time. Oh boy, good times. Good times. Okay so when I first watched it.. I naturally LOVED it! So romantic and sweet and pretty funny too. haha. But then as I watched it again today, I seriously think I won't get married man.

I mean the 1990's batch is either in JC or in Poly, not mentioning those taking O's this year... But like almost everyone in JC or Poly is attached and things are occurring soooooooo quick!! I still remember 'studying' for PSLE but really I was just playing soccer after school everyday and playing so much Counter-Strike hahahas. But now everyone's like together and so caught up with school its just insane!

Anyways, I'm waiting for my Just Like Heaven moment!! haha! So I'm gonna wait for my 'Reese Witherspoon' who does medicine or something in that area, which is exactly how it is in Just Like Heaven.

However if 'she' doesn't come along... I'll be more than delighted to marry both
Elroi Ng Yu Kwong & Lucius Lee Wei De
*sings I'm Yours by Jason Mraz*
(provided they haven't found their partners yet haha)

P.S: Love ALL of you =)

=)

I love Michael Bublé's songs man!! haha
1) Home
2) Come Fly With Me
3) Quando Quando Quando featuring Nelly Furtando
4) Save The Last Dance For me

and a few more, but those are like the BEST ones! =)
im outta here!

results!?

hello people!! i got back quite alot of my results for tests and all that! haha some are not bad la so im quite satisfied with it. but its not good enough to get my lazy bum into Melb Uni sadly.. haha anyway some of you would know i had to do this essay on persuasive techniques and i didnt finish it cause i didnt manage my time well.. as usual hee hee lol. so i only wrote an introduction and 2 of my points. even though i failed. i was only 1 mark away BUT considering the amount i wrote which is like 4/5th a page... thats NOT bad la right? haha then again im not content so i'll work harder! =)
now im just scared about my phys test cause i dont really like or/and understand the whole Light, Lenses and Mirrors crap. actually, seriously, honestly, techincally, sincerely... i HATE it. the only part of physics i like is the movement, acceleration bit. casey and gang would know why! haha
hopefully i get like 65% at least laaa.. oh wells.

tired-ed-ed.

Now kids, time for some simple maths, on monday night/tuesday morning i only managed to get like 5 hours of sleep. and on tuesday i had like 6.5 hours( i took a 2 hour nap in the afternoon). And on wed night/ thursday morning i was up studying for my phyiscs test on thursday. yet again last minute work haha im so screwed i know. But my point is i only got like 5 hours of sleep that day as well.

So, 5 + 5 + 6.5 = 16.5 hours. since your supposed to get like 8 hours of sleep daily which is 24 hours in 3 days i only managed to get 16.5 hours. so 24 - 16.5 = 8.5 hours. which means i was like a day's worth of sleep behind! and YES, i was dying man ahha.

But im quite caught up with my sleep now so all's good. so school... i still dont really like my school but its not more than what i can bear so its not too bad!!

back to school!

hello all! so 2nd term of school started for me on tuesday as most/all of you know. i planned to sleep early but i ended up sleeping at 2AM haha. but it took me like near 2 hours to fall asleep so by the time i arrived at dreamland it was like 3+ almost 4! and at 7:35AM my alarm went off i was sooo tired so i decided to snooze for 5 minutes which turned out to be 40 minutes. and yeah, i was late. 20 mins late on the first day of the 2nd term haha not a very good impression but hey who cares? lol

anyways i had this english oral presentation due on wed! and i was only starting it on tuesday at like 9PM haha so i was obviously rushing to finish it. WITH the help of Miss Wendy Yong
(our sec 3 form teacher and history teacher. not to mention one of the most or THEE most caring teacher) Zach and Pearlyne i woulda died la. especially without Miss Yong man! haha and now i owe her this Shangri La buffet lunch which costs $60 haha. okay so i went to bed at like 3.

Update [Version 1.2]

haha okay la i cant think of a better title for this post so just ignore it. okay so its back to school for me on tuesday the 17th. im actually kinda anticipating school. [keyword : KINDA] cause school should instill some discipline in me la right? and also i think i will like get down and serious with my school work when school reopens. especially since my school is tiny and everyone is soooo superly mega ultra obedient and hardworking so it'll be like competition/motivation/peer pressure to study la i guess. Anyways, i havent finished my work. actually ive barely started.. yes yes i know very bad very bad but i WILL do all my work tmr or at least those due on tuesday.

so during my holidays i arranged my room, went out abit, caught a few movies and did some shopping. did a tiny tiny bit of work too haha. nothing interesting la im a very boring person haha

okay i think you guys REALLY REALLY have to know this stuff:

1) Chew with your fricken mouth CLOSED. Thank you.

2) Education in Australia is not as easy as you think. so dont make me smack you.

3) I MISS SINGAPORE. not so much the place. but the food and people i guess.

4) I am loaded with homework. if possible please nag at me haha



im pretty sure there are others la but thats all for now. and just so you know im staying in Burwood. and im doing homestay. im not staying in the city with tee. but sometimes i stay with tee for the weekends so i go on fridays after school and go back to my suburb on sunday . and when im in the city i go for ocf which is overseas christian fellowship. and i really enjoy my time in ocf!! =)

okay, ive nothing to say la. hope all of you have been coping up with school work for those doing IB or are in JC. and for those starting poly, hope you guys have fun! take care people!! miss you all lots! tty ya'll soon!! =)

ps: HAPPY 17TH CASEY TAN JIN HAN! love ya! =)

c-c-c-cooold

Oh boy. Its like 12 degrees now and I'm only in trackies haha. Anyway, I'm such a lazy guy man seriously. I told myself I'll get started on my work on Wednesday(yesterday) and Thursday(today). But when I woke up on both days, I got too lazy and just basically bummed around. Watched seasons 1 & 2 of Family Guy actually haha. Not to mention I laughed my brains out and I'm feeling so stupid now lol.

So I think its time I get serious and down to work? Nahhh, maybe next week haha. Shit man I'm lazy as a... lazy person?? R.O.F.L.

And people, if you enjoyed You Got Served and/or Step Up, you MUST watch Stomp The Yard. It has stepping, popping, locking, breaking and hip hop too of course! Pretty good show and with quite alot of my homies! Like Ne-yo, Chris Brown and so on... Just to let you know, Ne-yo is like this super image conscious(vain), metro dude and its pretty funny haha.

PS: these 4 songs are totally Awesome.
Deepside - Lovely
Deepside - What I Need
Sammie - Choose Me
Blays - My Story


and er, I have several others but I'm listening to Lovely, What I Need and Choose Me ALOT now haha. Okay have a great Easter guys! Signin' out. Check it dawgs.
[ROFL, in my "hip-hop frenzy" again]

ONE MORE THING!!

HAPPY 17TH LUCIUS LEE WEI DE!! LOVE YOU LOTS MY BROTHER/SNEAKERPIMP/(EX) BLADER/SHOPPING PARTNER/FELLOW MANCHESTER UNITED SUPPORTER/AND BASICALLY EVERYTHING ELSE!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!! PLEASE TAKE CARE =)

holidays =)

hello everyone! i cant be bothered typing properly haha i have alot to say but i dont know what i want to say! haha anyways.. just in case you dont know, im having my holidays now till the 17th of april!! and no im not soooo lucky. its well deserved man. its my first break and ive been having homework like every damn day la! lols.

moving on... i had swimming competition last thurs and i won my 2 events!! maybe i should include swimming as one of my ever changing interests.. --> if you dont already know, i change my interests quite frequently like from rollerblading to dancing and so on.. but soccer music shopping eating and the regular few will always remain. they're like default hahaha

okaaaay.. so school? its been quite consuming. consuming of life time energy and prolly just about everything i have to offer hahaha. but the last week of school i was really slack hee hee. and yessss.. i have alot to catch up on. like one exercise for every subject and i have a major english assignment on like war stuff la and i can choose from like war poetry, propaganda, conscription, lost of lives and so on.. if you guys have any ideas or whatever tell me okay!! i'll surely appreciate it!! =)

anyway im a friends place now!! havent really done much for the past few days. or anything thats interesting la haha but i cleaned up my room ytd!! did quite a good job just that i have alot of clothes and alot that i'll like NEVER wear ever in my life. haha

i think thats enough for now hahaha ive been real annoyed with my crappy connection man! like i get signed out of msn sometimes even when im not doign anything! my internet is soooooooooooooooooooooooo fricken slow and its limited. couldnt piss me off more haha and er i cant download songs much/at all now so dont ask me to send you any nice songs! i'll tell you if i have new songs! hee hee and for my file sharing website... they deleted everything because i didnt sign in for more than 30 days!! will find another one soon! okay i think i should start THINKING of what homework i should start with now haha not that im gonna start doing my homework now but i mean i should at least plan right?? haha. kk till then... LOVE YOU ALL! =)

16th-18th March.

okay. i have alot i want to say. firstly most of you know that i was sick for a few days in the week. but thanks to Dennis' method of drinking 2 Litres of water i recovered pretty quickly. oh and it was like a fever. and in the midst of me being unwell i had an english sac! (a sac is kinda like a common test or important test) and im so sure i screwed up man haha ive still been getting alot of homework and i have yet to begin haha im gonna fail everything at the rate im going man lol.

anyway on friday after school i like rushed back home and then did all kinds of things la especially arranging my room. i got home at like 345? and i thought i had alot of time before i had to make my way to the city for OCF. but then i went online too and talked to all you lovely people until like 530 haha so i packed all my clothes for the weekend and rushed to the tram stop. and guess what! i got lost again haha but this time i got lost in Burwood not in the city like last week but thankfully i have a pretty good sense of direction and managed to find the train station. i got to OCF at like 730 (it starts at 7. sike.) but it wasnt too bad even though i missed like the entire worship.

anw i felt that the bible study that day was quite good!! so all's good =). soooooo... at OCF i see all these familiar faces like willywei, michelle, tee!, amanda and some other singaporean faces which makes me feel at home!! and after ocf there was supper/dinner. thats about it for fri.

on sat i spent like 2 hours watching popping and crip walk and hip hop dancing videos on youtube. but more of popping which i find totally awesome now!! haha cant really remember what else i did but tee and i went for dinner at this korean place and then walked around the city before heading home. at like 1130 we walked to a friend's place to watch the Man Utd and Bolton game which MAN U DOMINATED! the whole team was playing damn well, especially cristiano ronaldo! haha


and today i went to church and then lunch at a different korean place haha and im now back in my suburb typing this out. oh ya this may seem really random... but...... i enjoy grocery shopping now! like buying breakfast bars, snacks and drinks hahaha and i feel like taking pictures of my room to show you guys how it looks like!! but i dont think i'll get down to it just yet heehee. okay hope everyone had a great holiday even though it was short! have fun in school people! =)

ps: take it from me. do not wave at people that you dont really know. hahaha you'll end up feeling like a complete cuckoo man.

okay im going! take care all. =)

theweekend!!

is it me or are there alotta march babies? haha i know like at least 20 people born in march man lol. anyway its my long awaited weekend is finally here but its like the end of it now already haha BUT... i dont have school tomorrow!! cause its labour day holiday! so awesome. it'll be like the first day for quite a very long time that i get to sleep in! then again i have to finish reading my english novel which has like 18 chapters but im at chapter 4 hahaha worst part of it is that i have an english SAC on wed about it. i also have to finish my maths homework, finish my chem worksheet sometime in this week, catch up on the physics questions i havent done and theres prolly an assignment i havent completed yet haha anyway i really have no idea what i want to work as next time already. the pilot ambition seems like a dim memory now la. then again i have like 1.5 more years before i have to decide! right now i guess i have to do all my homework and study hard! so guys, please continue to nag at me and tell me to do all my work!! i need to be motivated to study all over again man haha. okay i better get going! have a great 1 week break guys!!

ps: thanks for helping me with my maths Lucius Lee AND Eliza Soh!! haha and im sorry if ive been annoying you by asking so many questions haha!

ps,ps: I MISS ALL YOU GUYS STILL!! =)

Actually...

Okay, I think I'm fine la. Guess what, I have more homework! YAY. Don't you love to be surrounded in piles of homework? I think its one of the pleasures of life! Don't ya think? Anyway, my mummy called last night and she told me to start looking for a plane ticket back to Singapore! But right now, I don't feel like going back already even though I really want to see my awesome friends! Then again, I'm pretty sure I'll be going back in June cause I think I'll be burying myself if I decide not to. But since its not confirmed yet, keep praying ! =) I'm gonna go for a short run now and then do all my work tonight! And all the best for your posting tomorrow guys!

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My life is starting to seem like a draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag. i really dread getting out of bed between 730-740am every morning. when i go to school i do so much work in class and i get so much homework. this is just nonsense la. im in melbourne and im doing more work than a singaporean student. no point studying in melbourne already mans. so basically im miserable. all of you will say orh come back in june la. i mean i definitely want to but my hol only starts on the 29th of june which means everyone will be back in school. and im not sure if i can skip school and even if theres nothing important going on in june at school my mom says i shouldnt skip. what could be worse? but the sight of all my lovely church friends will definitely bring a smile to my face no matter what la. so i really must pray that i go back in june. i dont know how much longer i can cope up with this homesickness and stress man. someone mail lucius lee wei de over here please. or elroi ng yu kwong. the only thing im happy about is that im 179 now. and its no biggie. someone send me a nice slow song please. something that soothes or has really nice lyrics. listening to home by michael buble really does not help. anyway i'll just leave you guys with this:


You say: "I'm too tired"

God says: I will give you rest

(Matthew 11:28-30)




Someone rescue me, please.


ps: remember to send me a nice song okay! email it to me or something. and yes, i still love all my friends. =)

seriously.

hello all. schools been really tiring for me man. for the past week i slept at like 2AM every night doing homework. even though i took 2 hour naps in the afternoon im still dead tired!! its just crazy man. the workload and the heat. fotunately the weather this weekend is pretty nice and cool or else i'll be dead by now man. anyway i'd be lying to myself if i say im doing fine or im happy because i really miss singapore!! thing is i dont know when im going back cause my school holiday is on the 29th of june which means when im back everyone will be in school! then i go back do what sia. maybe i'll work but then i might as well work in aus right? you dig me dawgs? lol oh well hopefully i get to skip school =). okay man guess what.. i have some more work to do and its a fricken sunday know. okay till my next post. take care =)

busy.

wah piang eh. i have so much work its not funny man. TOO much. i feel like im in singapore!! haha okay i better get back to my work. i miss all of you, love all of you, and will maxlife all of you!! take care and gong xi fai cai.

p.s: the maxlife only applies to guys. =)

happy happy =)

hello all! how's your week been? mines been pretty good despite the extremely warm weather. although the sch is nice and so are the people i still feel pretty outta place but then again im an outta place person haha i like dont belong anywhere. not melbourne because i miss singapore. not singapore because im only a PR. and not malaysia cause i have like no friends there. anyway.... im pretty happy now cause i just got some new R&B slowjam songs!! my absolute favourite =) okay i'll update again soon!! have a good nights sleep XD


I'd go the extra mile,
Just for you to smile.. =)

hmm

Recently, I've realized that...
Physically I'm strong.
Emotionally I'm weak --> sensitive.
But basically, I'll whoop your ass.

Haha.

Anyway even though I like my school... Its stressful man!
But I guess its because I didn't go for the orientation last year.
So i missed out on like a whole week's worth of work.
Then again I guess I'm supposed to work my butt off haha.

P.s: my parents went back to Singapore today =(
And I still hate Matrices even though its easy..
There's so much to type into the calculator which makes it a pain.
Oh yeah, if you have any nice songs... Email them to me! Thanks!
Take great care and congratulations to all those that got satisfactory/good results.
For those that didn't do too well, move on and try harder =).

homestay and more about school...

okay i'll start off with my homestay. im currently doing homestay with this hakka family (yes, theyre malaysians).... the house is about a 15-20mins walk from the school but its like perfectly fine to walk IF ITS COOL. hahaha the man of the house is a pastor for a chinese congregation and the mom used to be a pastor too haha the mom is super nice man always asking me if i want to eat this and that and she like ensures i help myself to any of the food and drinks in the house haha... but the dad is like on a super tight budget. when i wanted to make a call he asked me to write in down in this like phone records book... and that really made him seem c..... okay i shall not say it haha. but i guess i can live with it and afterall i do have a handphone. =) okay school... i actually really like my school man!! everyones so nice and theyre ALL christians haha. theres these 2 guys that make me laugh soooooo hard too! but about the academic stuff..... like i said im pretty lost when it comes to matrices but thats because i missed out on one whole week's work so ive quite alot of catching up to do. for physics i realized that the medical and radiation part is only a tiny little fraction of physics so thats real good cause i was hoping that it would be more like aerodynamics, acceleration, movement and so on... oh ya! i have a math test on monday and i already have like one major (enough) physics assignment but i get like 2 weeks to do it... then agian its on something i find really useless and boring. and senseless too. BUT things are pretty good compared to last year.. like i like my school. i should be attending a church that i like soon enough and im like so much closer to the city even though not that close.... its close enough =)XD
just that my parents are going back this sat so i wont see them till like dec!! unless i come back in june which i really pray that i am haha. okay ima go.... hope everyones doing just fine. AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O LEVEL RESULTS TMR!!

school

hello all im in like a super frenzy rush mode to type this so pardon me if i make any mistakes hahah. today was my second day of school and its pretty alright. the school is small so i know like pretty much everyone in my year level by name but thats because theres only like 20 year 11's hahaha. the guy i talk to the most would probably be this korean guy called david haha hes pretty cool. okay moving on my subjects er im doing 2 maths and 2 sci. for my SUPPOSEDLY easier maths im doing matrices now and im like lost la cause i dont have a graphics calculator yet haha and for my physics its medical based and its SOOOOO DIFFERENT from what i watned to do la. i thought it would be like on aerodynamics, movment and all that jazz but hopefully all these are blessings in disguise. haha okay im DEAD tired now so i better go to sleep. i will like NEVER be on already hahah no la just very seldom... so if your wondering where have i gone to, No i ahve not migrated to Europe or anything im just lazing around, doing work or just dreaming maybe sleeping. okay take care guys! i'll update as much as possible. LOVE YOU ALL =)

1st post on this template

hello everyone!! its been decades since my last update haha so sorry but theres nothing much to say so i cant blog regularly and i was hardly home whilst in singapore. okay okay, singapore was awesome man! not the country though. it only rocks cause of my church, church friends, school friends, other friends, boyfriends and girl-friends! and of course the food too!! =) i ate sooooo much that i put on about 4kgs within the 1st 2 weeks but i managed to lose some and then gain somemore haha. anyway its like impossible to breathe in singapore or to just NOT pespire la! super humid but it was worth it. anyhow i also went to Sibu for a couple of days and i tihnk i gained another 2 kgs from that very er unforgettable 4 days and 3 nights! lets move on to shopping... I DIDNT BUY MUCH!! only like one top or smth! haha but i did manage to get the SMEXY ONITSUKA TIGERS i wanted for super long, a backpack for my laptop and some other little stuff that i cant really remember now. oh ya! if you havent realised, i always have a packet of Fisherman's Friend Citrus Twist flavour!! and to my utmost tragical disappointment i have not seen a single shop that sells that specific flavour which probably means one of you will have to mail me my supply haha KIDDING KIDDING. thats all i can think of for now but i already really miss singapore and all the church friends!! and other friends too of course. actually ah i got some more stuff to say but i'll put in point form....

- school starts on Monday
- im gonna do homestay with these really weird guy taht goes to the same sch as me
- oh im attending a new school called St Andrews Christian College haha
- will be living in this suburb called Burwood ( much closer to the city this time haha)
- may not be online much after sunday =(
- i just realised ive got SOOO much stuff as in like shoes clothes and so on

k man i cant think of much to say. anyway talk to all of you as much as possible and as soon as possible. take care of yourselves and those around you! study hard but play harder! =)

How are you?

So far, its been really, really hectic. There's just so much work I have to catch up on. Unfortunately, its not easy doing anything without motivation. Even with motivation, there's still the laziness that lingers. Not to mention, the pure exhaustion. I need sleep. Like a whole week's worth. Been getting like 6 hours of sleep every night but it takes a while before I fall asleep. Its as though I've got some slight insomnia. Really annoying when you're dead tired, lying in bed hoping to get a good night's sleep but to no avail it takes a good 30 minutes! But then time and time again, I remind myself that He will provide me rest=).

Anyway, I've gotten back 2 results already. Not too bad. Though I missed out on 2 week's worth of work on vectors and had to catch up all by myself, I didn't get the lowest mark. I got 64% but the lowest was 58%. So that was quite refreshing I guess. And for my English essay, I got 86%!! Was pretty glad, just that there were 2 students that got like 90%+. But I'm thankful for the rather satisfactory results!

Haven't been talking to most if not all of you recently. Its either I'm busy or you are. But fear not, if there's a will there's a way! =). Hope all of you are coping with your school work unlike me; slacking off. And also hope that you guys are not sick and for those that are, DRINK WATER AND SLEEP!! Okay time to go off. Night!