sigh

sometimes i wonder what i should do. sometimes i just dont want to do anything. if only i could fly away. having no worries. but i guess i cant.

ive now been away from sg for about 3 months and 6 days. and the last time i saw my parents was about 2 months and 20 days. i really wish i could go back for a couple of minutes and say hi and then return. trying my utmost best to get some chicken rice or smth hahas. but again i guess i cant. dec is never gonna come at this rate. anw take care everyone.

random quote.

I'm not ASIAN, I'm MALAYSIAN! haha. random quote.

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well. theres no change. i still wanna go back to singapore. i still miss singapore. i still hate this place. andy is still annoying. thomas is still babyish. uncle in law and aunt still cant drive for nuts. still dying. anyway hows everyone of you! im pretty sure youre loaded with work if you have a's or o's. and if youre waiting for poly all the best to you! right now. i really need laksa, chicken rice, nasi lemak , egg prata and yoshi! HAHA. man if only. okay. school's been alright. english is difficult man. and im loaded with homework!! now the weather is starting to get cooler! like 20 or so. cold in the morning . and then like sg weather but less humid in the afternoon. and at night it gets cold again. so its annoying in a way.

alot of you guys wonder what i do right. esp since i cant use the com on weekdays... i rollerblade a bit. watch simpsons. watch the oc i downloaded on my com. erm. some rollerblading clips. do my homework. and thats about it. not to mention think of HOME. and everyone in sg =). right now. i regret coming here. but if i stayed in sg i will probably be failing everything except physics. and i remember paul saying this to me like 2 years ago : the grass is always greener on the other side. until now. i find it damn true. studying in a more relaxing place is obviously more relaxing. but without the comfort of your family and bestest friends. and FOOCHOW METHODIST CHURCH! and food too. in any case. i still thank god for putting me here. although i wish i could go back now.

anyhow. thats about all i want to say. however everytime i listen to some songs i think of people in sg.
the songs:
Home by Michael Buble ->ELROI!
Somewhere out there by Our Lady Peace ->LUCY MY WIFE
She's A Lady by Tom Jones -> ETHEL! haha
Photograph by Nickelback AND Save Tonight by eagle eye cherry -> ELIZA (MY GF) haha
Letters to you by Finch -> AMOS
Voice of truth by Casting Crowns -> RYAN
and a few million more. but those are the songs i listen to most of the time.

ps: if youre a guy and wanna pick up aggressive skating i'd reckon you go for it! hahah. see you all! and happy easter.