updated

ok lets see. so much has changed. i 'suddenly' HATE my guardians. HATE my cousins. HATE my school. HATE the church i attend. HATE where i am right now. oh. hold on. i always HATED them! so theres nth new. my bad. lol.. anwyay i really hate my school thats the most important. cause im here to study. bad choice though. bad bad bad choice. and then my guardians treat me like shit. seriously. shouldnt they be labelled ass*#&$% i leave it to your creativity to decide what that says. okok. if you guys havent already foudn out i miss singapore already! and its ONLY 149 days. oh man im gonna die young la. ok i dont have much to say now. so byebye.

ps: Dear Lord, please forgive me and remove this hatred-ness away from me even though it may seem impossible. I also pray that you will grant me extra self control, patience and discipline. Keep all my friends safe and bless them with dilligence. Please take extra care of my parents and tee! Amen. =)

plans

my current thoughts: shit la, school tomorrow.

my goal: be positive. if i was in singapore i would have to study my ass off. get white hair, sweat like a pig. and how bad can the school be? at least theres eye candy haha. not that st andrews doesnt have any HAHAHA. i also get to start over again, be the nerd i always wanted to be. get good grades and make my parents proud of me for once lol. even though i live with such undesirable people, its a good time for me to be independent and mature as well as grow spiritually!! =)

my response: siao ah! you think so easy is it? lol. k good night people. im damn tired already. 155 more days!!

singapore

MAN! singapore was damn good la. the 2 weeks really flew past. next time i will not suprise you guys cause i wasted 3 days doing that! haha. anw, i did eat quite alot! altogether i tihnk i ate roasted chicken rice twice, the white one twice as well, punggol or however you spell it nasi lemak like 4 times, my moms kway teoy, carrot cake/chai tao kway twice, chee kueh, the bbq'ed fish, YOSHINOYA lol, prata. and some others. cant remember, do you actually expect me to? haha. other than the food. i got to meet up with pretty much everyone. even though i didnt go out with ALOT of people and didnt see ALOT as well. i got to meet up with enough pple to make my smile a mile wide =). church was alright for the 2 weeks i was there. really miss FMC!! compared to the stupid churches i attend now. i also got to watch alot of movies!! like garfield 2 which was damn stupid, superman, shes the man, just my luck and i tihnk thats it. haha. orchard hasnt changed. other than the fact that the PpLEzx dAtzx ToRkzx LikeZX dIShz aRrZ sTarTingZX toO dOmiNatEzx WoRzx. you get my point.
oh ya i also got a million mosquito bites. and i was sweating most of the time when i was there.lol.
im also proud to announce that I DID NOT BUY ANYTHING! ZILCH/NIL/ZERO!! amazing right hahaha. but there was nothing that nice or worth buying also. but still. its an accomplishment! haha. ok im dead tired now so goooooooooooooooooo night to all you people! take care. and until my next post. LOVE YOU LONG TIME!

ps: thank you guys for making my stay in signapore so AWESOME! eg amos,lucy,elroi... actually all the church people. wait actually everyone la haha

and if you guys are free go watch hard gay on youtube! hahaha.